For a few days now there hasn’t been much to say. Or, more accurately, it’s felt as if there wasn’t much useful to blog on about. Then yesterday there was a thought. It began like this – “How come there seems nothing to say? It’s not as if nothing is happening. A ton is happening! Yet, it all feels 3D, mundane and internal. What is this pre-occupation with 3D, after a solid year of focus on everything else? Has time slowed down?”
After rolling these questions around for a bit, it comes to this blog. Perhaps you’ll find it useful.
You are becoming that which you are. You can no longer leave her behind. She is in every part and each moment of your life. You are in a process of integration and your life has not caught up. The events and responsibilities feel all over the map, as you have been – until now.
You are honing in and hunkering down – morphing into the multi-dimensional, multi-faceted being that is your core. You do not so easily slip into the mainstream mold; it is not your comfort zone. You are leaving all of this behind. You’ve read again and again that 3D will continue, yet that does not mean that you’ll continue in 3D. You’ve chosen another way. This way that you’ve chosen is another density – a more complex density. It makes sense that you are feeling a pulling in because YOU ARE. It is not that you are shutting out the world – you are taking in the world – absorbing all that you see and all that you are – into YOU.
This is not an ending, but a beginning. The new you that is birthing is all of you – every part. You are not in a place where you can deny any part of you or any segment of your life. It’s part of the package of you. Every bit of you will ascend, will condense. What you are leaving behind is the ego – that part of you that doubts and second guesses and takes offense and judges. It is not that you’ll leave your opinions behind – you’ll leave your need to voice your opinions behind. You will still have preferences, favorites and things you choose to avoid.
You need nothing yet everything is available. Yes, it’s all changing around you as you change – a confusing and perhaps crazy time. This is not a time to despair; it’s a time to rejoice! You are taking the reigns of your life and steering – heading for deeper levels, more freedom, love, joy and abundance in all things. You are bringing yourself to the place of your dreams, literally, and doing so with a full complement of YOU.
None of you gets left behind. Your loves, your favorite slippers and your gorgeous physical self is flying into this deeper complexity, as ONE. Relax and enjoy this ride.
You are gathering all of you together so when the time comes you can take off!
We are growing our wings. It is almost time to fly. With divine perfection and pin point accuracy we are right where we need to be. If it occurs to you to take that job offer or buy that jacket – do it! We are not leaving ourselves behind, that is the point. All of us will arrive as ONE; a singular, multi-faceted, brilliant particle of creation.
These months and years of contemplating our divinity and our truth are coming to fruition right now. We are about to experience our own unfolding. It promises to be exquisite. Love every single moment your life shows you today, and rejoice!
You are the ONE you’ve been waiting for!
It’s taken several days to get my heart around today’s message. The hesitation springs from a reticence to force action. Force is what has been typically used to accomplish any effort on this planet; with war, punishment, law, coercion and power. Images of impending battle and rising up to conquer, reach deep within us and inspire. A heroic victory led by one valiant leader – this is what movies are made of. The Return of the Goddess yields no such images, yet this power is beyond anything we’ve seen thus far. This power needs no such force; it is your very essence. You’ve been lied to. Love has been purposely downplayed. This is like the story of the Animal School: http://www.janebluestein.com/handouts/animal.html . In this school there were no leaders, no stars, and no extraordinary animals. This was because they were all tested in the same manner and their scores averaged or “normed”. There was a swimming test, a flying test, a running test, etc. The birds aced the flying test but failed all the others, the fish excelled at swimming and the rabbit at running. Each animal went home believing fully in their mediocrity, when in fact they were all stars. We are about to finally realize our own brilliance. Man or woman, our true strength cannot be separated from the love that we are. Our greatest moments come quietly and are experienced deeply. In order for balance to be reached there must be an equal and opposing force to what is now here. This planet has been ruled these many years by powerful masculine energy. This is the energy of facts and figures; single and divisive, controlling and owning. What is needed now is love. Collaboration, unity, equality and compassion are the energies missing. It is time for the Divine Feminine. The Goddess has been minimized, sexualized, ridiculed and marginalized. She is the only one who can save this planet. This is not a small, nice trivial thing. It is the only thing. The Divine Feminine represents love. She is what is missing from the ruling of our world. Even now she is intentionally depicted as a dominatrix – breasts, butt and stilettos. Nothing could be further from the truth. The Return of the Goddess: http://2012portal.blogspot.ca/ is our sacred moment – the ultimate destiny that leads us beyond lives of separation, slavery, domination and polarity. We are here to usher her in. The energies felt now of compassion and awareness are her tentative beginnings. This Venus Transit marks a significant moment for the full force of the Divine Feminine. Together we can intentionally create a powerful smooth transition to love. This is our natural state. Not domineering, whip bearing female or meek and weak, subservient female but a powerfully loving, wise and compassionate balanced being. In the return of our natural tendency to love and forgive, we will find comfort and strength. Both male and female, we will experience freedom. We have reached a moment to celebrate. This is our ultimate release from tyranny and we will initiate it ourselves. Join together with your brothers and sisters and see the possibility of each of us as fully activated divine beings, with both male and female characteristics equally appreciated and experienced. You are not one or the other, you are all of both. Call forth the Return of the Goddess on June 5th/6th. In her you will find the ONE – Yin/Yang, Beginning/End, Male/Female, and Alpha/Omega. We are not partial beings; we are fully divine sparks of love. It is time to set our selves free. It is time to return to the truth. Details for this global event are here: http://2012portal.blogspot.ca/ This is why we are here; to quietly, completely and finally usher in our true and ultimate powerful selves.We are the ones we are waiting for.
We have come from so very far to arrive at this place of peace. This is what I am internally experiencing just now – a sense of peace. Our world is running a muck according to established mainstream news sources. Some of that is seeping into the everyday, as our own bank may be implicated in scandal as well as our government.
Yet through all this there remains a sense of calm. It is a beautiful day. A nest full of baby birds cheep to be fed while their parents swoop in again and again to nourish them. The sun shines, the breeze blows, gently pushing the newly planted flowers back and forth. Life is abundant. I am internally happy, with no discernible reason in practical, 3D terms.
This is the next dimension. As you walk into your powers of intentional creation, you experience untold joy and personal fulfillment. There is no one necessary to rank your progress or determine your success. All of your life is self determined. You are who you intend to be, have what you intend to enjoy and do what you plan to do. There are surprises, as your world is full of a wonderful mix of “others” – souls who have a part to play in this show will engage you and have an impact. All of this by your own design.
Make no mistake; this Ascension process is yours alone - in concert with mine and everyone else’s. The unity that we are coming to understand and experience means we are made of the same stuff – like fingers on a hand – yet each with a unique perspective and part to play.
Take the baby birds. In my backyard there is a nest full, ready to fly any day now. In my front yard there was a young sparrow that didn’t make it, and as I watched it was eaten by a large grackle. The Circle of Life goes on. Some choose to leave, some to begin and others to continue. There is no right or wrong, although it is more fun to watch these baby birds being fed than it was seeing another being eaten.
This sense of internal calm just now is perhaps a “shoring up” for future scenarios. As scenes play out around you, remember always that this is your shift and you reside in your own reality. Wherever you go – 4th, 5th, or 7th dimension – you take yourself there.
In all this talk of Ascension and great change there is a lot of promise for “better” and “amazing” – without a lot of talk about you, as you are right now. You are not trading yourself in; you are simply shifting to a new point of view. If you leave some baggage behind that’s okay, it will be a lighter trip. There are no requirements though, it’s all by choice – yours. The bird being eaten is every bit as relevant as the ones who are eating. We all choose, we all contribute, and we are all the same stuff.
So, as I am finding peace and calm today, you may not be and that’s okay. Yesterday I was right there with you. Knowing I could choose again made all the difference.
Remember you are a divine bit of love waking up to the truth. The fact remains that you are love. Our creator, in infinite wisdom, wished a way to demonstrate in no uncertain terms what love could do. From that wish you were born.
There is nothing that love cannot do. You are here now to love every person and situation and condition and life form into Ascension. There is no one else who came to do this but us.
We are the ones we are waiting for.
This day has dawned with hope and relative quiet. There are unseen actions certainly; dramas playing out on this 2012 stage. Yet here the sun shines and the birds repeat their spring song – “All is Well”, “All is Well”, “All is Well”.
This is a moment to reflect. What am I doing and why am I doing it? December 21st, 2012 will arrive in less time than it takes to grow a baby. We are at the point now when the discovery is usually made – you’ve missed a cycle. After twenty dollars and a few anxious moments you are looking at the truth – you are pregnant.
Once I called that 800 number on the skinny, pink Early Pregnancy Test box, not believing what was in front of my eyes. I sort of blurted out “How pink does it have to be?” I could hear the nurse smile as she responded “Congratulations!”
So, Congratulations! In just 8 months our new world will be born. We’ve sort of settled on a name (“Next Dimension”) but beyond that is anyone’s guess. Specifics and personality are as yet undetermined. We can’t do much about that part anyway. The one thing we can do is take care of ourselves, the number one priority of every mother to be.
You are a microcosmic version of what is happening to us all – oneness. This shift in consciousness is here and you are it. Perhaps, as in a human pregnancy, you’ve been a little bit ill and have had to change your eating habits and rest a bit more. There’s a sense that these alterations have not quite “fixed” the problem. This would be true. This is not a problem to be fixed but a process to be lived.
Unity demands that we all participate yet uniquely so. Some women are sick their entire pregnancy. Some gain 20 pounds and a cute little belly while others are blessed with 50 pounds that seem to be everywhere. Regardless, there is a 7 – 10 pound baby in there. This birth is as personal as can be. It has to be.
Your thoughts and feelings and intentions determine how it goes. This is a conscious choice. Sometime in these next months every one of us will be aware we are making it. There is not a single correct method to a successful shift – there are 7 billion.
There is not a pamphlet from your doctor telling you what to expect; there’s not even a doctor. Your grandmother, parents, siblings or friends can’t tell you how it’s going to go or even what to expect. We are doing this for the first time, at the same time, together. Is that unified enough?
Just love yourself because you are the one being birthed. It won’t matter what diet you adopt, how much you meditate or who is with you – it will matter how you feel. This time now is for preparation – internal and deliberate peace. You are here by choice. You are perfectly suited. There is no longer a question about readiness. We are up to the doing.
All that you’ve ever wanted, you are. Everything you feel, you will see. This is how it works. Do you want an easy time of it? Relax. Resistance creates tension – pain. You’ve been chosen for this. Your specific role may not be clear yet, but you have made the cut and are definitely a cast member.
Forget what you’ve been told is true, what matters is what you know is real. Trust your truth. You are a being a light – pure love cast from the Creator to continue this cycle of life. Love with abandon. Begin with you. Every part of you breathes life into this moment of birth – each one of us vital.
We are beautiful, chaotic, a mess and a miracle! We are one.
We are the ones we are waiting for.