Welcome to the beginning. We are here by choice. It is no accident you are reading these words.. You’ve been hearing them whispered for so long now, just beyond audible. Maybe you’ll recall them here. What is it you are straining to hear? Truth. You’ll know it when it arrives. For so very long now we’ve looked at oneness as if it has something to do with the other. Yet all is One. The “other” is not possible. It was always about you. Oneness means there is nothing outside of you. Empathy and compassion are just the tip of the iceberg – they still focus outside of you. Oneness begins within. Integration is where we are headed. You must start by loving yourself; one day you’ll realize there has never been anyone else. January is a month of new beginnings and fresh starts with resolutions and determination. Perhaps we can love what is here now rather than plan to love what is coming. You don’t need fixing. You stand whole and perfect and you still are. You were born knowing you were flawless, a diamond in the rough. Around puberty, you forgot. It is then the sleeping began. Last year was the start of our awakening. Conscious now, we notice more. Contrast is everywhere – good, bad, happy, sad, blissful, angry, peace, conflict. That’s why we stayed. We don’t want to miss a thing. If you thought 2012 was action packed, just wait. 2013 will deliver on the promises made last year. You may still be drowsy. Some of us leap out of bed in the morning and some of us limp. In college I was awarded, more than once, the “bear in the morning” award. I guess you could say I’m a limper, not a leaper. Either way works. Eventually, full consciousness creeps in. When it does, and when clear focus returns and you notice every “flaw”, remember where beauty is found. It is found in the eyes of the beholder. Those eyes are yours. You are a mess of “imperfections”. Look with wide open eyes and grin for each is your gift, leading you home. That’s why you discovered them just now. Home is where you are headed. Home is in your heart and it is there the real treasure is found. It is there where agape waits. You are the One you are waiting for. See you tomorrow. ~Sophia
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We used to live in a small town in the country, encased in corn fields. It had a grocery store, a pizza place, loads of churches and not much else. One day, as the family was driving through town, our 9 year old said “I didn’t know we had a lake!” Surprised, we followed his gaze. It was a bright spring afternoon. He was looking at a used car lot, with the sun reflecting off hundreds of highly polished cars. It was then we knew. He needed glasses. Clear vision has its pros and cons. The image of a sparkling lake is vastly more pleasing than that of a parking lot. Both exist. In order to reach that pristine setting you most likely need one of those automobiles. The shape and color of a piece of glass or plastic changes everything. Yet which is true? Preferring a rose tinted world has led to a sort of shock. The world can look rosy without glasses. Until December 21st, 2012 this was not understood. It is now. What alters my world view is not corrective lenses; it is not anything outside of me. I’ve been holding my shattered glasses, looking for someone to fix them. There may be someone out there who can, but once they’re broken chances are they’ll break again. What’s needed now is Lasik. It is time to see clearly and with absolute conviction apply whatever tint seems appropriate. The gift of this moment is clarity. There are beautiful lakes and shiny cars everywhere. We have only to choose where to focus. It’s not what we are looking through that creates the hue, it’s what we are looking from – we start within. We can correct our vision only temporarily with glasses. A permanent fix happens from the inside. All truth springs from self. It is your deepest core that yearns for expression and hungers for love. Freedom is the answer and it is found in agape. On 1.11.13 we will begin a Quest for love, self love. Agape is spiritual Lasik. A side effect is empowerment. It results in peace. Further check ups are not necessary; nothing can alter the vision of a Master. A Master knows only truth. An unchangeable force is what you are. You are love. You are the One you’ve been waiting for. It is yourself you must love. What would you do for one you loved? What would that love look like? Love is a remembering. It sees through your eyes from the place where peace begins. In this place, your soul is birthed, you are home. Home is not found in four walls or the heart of another. Home is recalled inside of agape. It stands without requirement, answers every question and fills caverns of emptiness. Words cannot destroy this love. It cannot be removed by another. Once you encounter agape, all doubt dissolves. You have returned, and are at once adored, delighted, safe, sufficient, insightful and understood. Your searching is over. You have found your way home. You are the one you’ve been waiting for. With 3D eyes, December 21, 2012 looked like this: from 4:45AM until well past midnight I sat, danced, walked or sang in meditation. There were hours of solitude, some spent in a darkened room, and others in a sunlit room. Tears were shed in deep grief. Anger and confusion emerged. Parts of it aren’t remembered. I slept on and off. With 5D awareness there was a corridor of golden light beams, sparkling showers of light, with wave after wave of pulsing energy moving through my body – sacred geometric forms swirled around me – still now the visual and sensation of it is instantly accessible. Joyous blasts of bliss enveloped me. Yet all around me looks the same. So what happened? First let me be absolutely clear – I am speaking to that which is not able to be defined. As these words leave this screen and begin to be processed by the left side of your brain, this becomes a fruitless enterprise. I cannot write here about ascension because ascension is not learned, it is done. I would not pretend to know what it is for your soul. Music, the language of the soul, comes closest to voicing the experience. Ascension is a release, a letting go. I write to you now from my ego self; a desire to reach out and connect, to share, to explain, to touch, to love – all motivate these words. How are you now? Disappointed? Blissful? Angry? Joyous? Doubtful? Confused? The number one 3D thing I am not – is changed. I don’t look any different. There isn’t any evidence in my bank account, on my street, in the age of my body or my health. Those hopes were dashed in my 3D brain, hence the emergence of anger and confusion. I will admit to being tired and to feeling blame; I want someone to fix this. I’ve waited many lifetimes and expected ecstasy, perfection and every dream fulfilled – I am due. The 21st of December, 2012, was heralded as the beginning of a New Age – a moment when we’d feel the force of God throughout our being. We’d then begin to live as we were meant to. Every perceived promise and description of this time beyond that one comes from ego. Reality is subjective and you and I cannot subjectively experience the same thing – ever. Those who channel and predict any event cannot tell you about your experience, as it is both created and lived by you alone. We’ve wanted them to. We’ve read and listened and asked for specifics. We’ve watched the skies expectantly and packed our physical and emotional bags, and waited. If this moment is about anything at all it is about transformation. I don’t know whether the descriptions and promises were deliberate manipulations or misinterpretations or misunderstandings; but I know this. For a year or so I’ve been saying “We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.” There is the answer we seek. It can not come from outside of us. Finally now we must believe this truth. In a population of 7 billion, light workers are not the majority. There are maybe a million of us. We’ve come to this planet at this time to hold the light. We have. On the 21st of December 2012 we shifted. A new age is upon us. It will not be an age described or defined into reality by anyone but you. You cannot look beyond your own heart for the answer you seek. December 21st, 2012 was a moment of choice. From that day forward we proceed in full consciousness; led by either our mind or our heart. Choose now and in each new instance. You are here because you love the physical, emotional being that is human. Make no mistake; this is a delicious life; addicting at every turn – high, low, joy, pain, anger, calm, laughter and passion. We are free. We emerge together from the weight/wait of expectation, disappointment and judgment of ego into the fullness of love, truth and autonomy of our divinity. No longer will we stand for domination, war, poverty, corruption, injustice, hunger or disease of any kind. We are One – a living, breathing, feeling, tasting, touching, brilliant being that is humanity. That is what happened on the 21st and the fullness of it cannot be told. It springs from within and erupts unbidden – an energetic orgasm of living, breathing love – agape. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for and I can’t wait to see what we do with this! If there is one thing the entire Universe knows about humans it is that you don’t want to tick us off. Time to channel on our own – no more questions – only answers. Let’s do what we came to do. The waiting is over, it’s up to us. We are the One we’ve been waiting for! We made it. With 20/20 vision we are looking at Agape. It is not as we expected. There are no hearts, flowers, or scented love notes. It’s right there in the mirror, looking back at you with disheveled hair, morning breath and old sweats. It’s you. Forgo the want ads today; you know where to look to find what you want. The chamber inside your own heart holds the treasure you seek. It’s been buried beneath layers of oppression, abuse and their resulting low self esteem. It’s been hidden behind requirements, shoulds, not good enoughs and supposed to’s. It is underneath expectations, disappointments and lack. Your vision has been clouded with tears and a film of forgetting. Well Agape is better than Lasik. The only light required is the light you hold within. You won’t need a doctor for this – clarity is a by product of self love. Now that you are here, you can turn around and notice the baggage you’ve left along the way. It was massive; no wonder you feel so much lighter. Without blame, guilt or judgment we can just about fly. Now all it takes is practice. These wings have been waiting a very long time. They may need a gentle prodding to unfold and engage. Begin with forgiveness – for all fault is gone. Then move on to encouragement. It is time to believe in your deepest held wishes. Life is about to astound you. Faith is required. Not blind faith because you are one who see’s clearly; Faith in the rock solid truth of your heart. Agape. Unconditional self love is absolute. There are no more insurmountable obstacles. You’ve made it. It’s time to fly. Increase your gentle encouragement. Ratchet it up to full blown ecstasy – It is time!! You’ve been dormant for thousands of years and lifetimes, endured and continued through each. There has always been a knowing, without really understanding what it was you knew. You understood your time would someday come. It is here. It is now. With your wings fully extended and quivering – prepare to fly. The truth is that you are beyond brilliant and oh so much brighter than you’ve ever been told. Leave your fears where they lie – on the path to Agape. They will not be forgotten, for they are what have forged the power into your wings. Every moment was part of the plan – your plan. You joyfully, exuberantly and not least of all willingly took every step to get here. It has not been easy. You have been close to giving up more than once. Yet always the voice of Agape whispered “its okay, you’ll see, keep going.” You are reading these words here today because you heard that voice. Somewhere you’ve known that things had to be better than this. You were right. Your dreams are about to be realized. You were birthed from Source for this moment now. Without a doubt you knew that you’d awaken. You have. Your divinity beats within your heart. There is no other who can claim to be superior – this unique and brilliant thought of God is found in just one place. Feel the joy of recognition at this discovery! It rises up through every inch of you. Feel its force and conviction. You are God’s perfect thought. You stand without requirement. You are the One you’ve been waiting for. It has been an honor to travel this journey with you. It will be a thrill to fly alongside you! ~Sophia We must be getting pretty close now; this Quest is but two days from completion. With binoculars we could most likely see our destination. What does it look like? How about this? Or this (which I think must be a given)? Perception with only our eyes is limited. We’ll have to rely on our most powerful perceptual organ – our heart.
On the surface, life at the end of this Quest will “look” the way it does now. We will be people doing our jobs and having relationships. You’ll have to listen carefully to hear the Agape. There will be an absence of sarcasm, a derivative of the Greek “sarkasmos” – to tear flesh like dogs, to speak bitterly; both self and other directed. It is not even a possibility. It looks a little chaotic as there is less control and no conformity. Agape looks like freedom. Everything is okay; just don’t hurt anyone, which includes you. Everyone acts very differently through this lens. Behaviors now hidden are expressed OUT LOUD and celebrated. There is a video being shared on Face Book right now, with clips from a surveillance camera, capturing moments of random dance, play and impulsive passion. If you’ve seen it, you’d remember it. Agape looks like that. We will express joy and take chances regardless of who is watching – without fear of ridicule or judgment. We’ll know we’ve reached our goal when we feel free to express ourselves in front of each other. Words like shame, embarrassment, ridiculous or stupid have no place on the page with Agape. There is no “not good enough”. Even debt is not perceived. Life proceeds as an even exchange of energy and moves always towards balance. When the guiding force is love, all parties are in concert with what is taking place and will give or take more or less to achieve harmony. Agape is an instrument in tune. It is fair. You cannot deceive yourself; your heart recognizes purity and clarity of expression – it feels and sounds perfect. As you proceed through your today, notice every time you experience a painful thought. Now stop and fearlessly look at that thought. Look with your heart. Look without judgment, expectation or self-pity. Just look. It’s only a thought. Now imagine what it would take to change the feeling you’ve just experienced; to have the thought without the pain. Maybe it takes a change of scenery, attitude, expectation or activity. Whatever it is – do it. That is freedom. Live with a fearless state of mind. This may mean saying “No” or “We need to talk” or “I am going to take a walk” or “I’d like to do this” or “This is not working”. Fearless implies an ability to look at anything, regardless of what it demonstrates or what emerges as a result of the looking. It is a willingness to deal with it. Agape is loving yourself enough to do whatever it takes for joy to emerge. I imagine our whole world looking like the one we are peeking at with hidden cameras; overflowing with joyous expression, dance, passion and play. That’s what’s at the other end of the lens, and you are the only one who can get yourself there. You are the One you’ve been waiting for! See you tomorrow, ~Sophia We are more than half way! Each moment brings us closer to our goal. Yesterday I was asked “What is agape?” Not wanting to be too long winded, I said “It’s a special form of love – its unconditional love – It’s unconditional self-love.” We don’t really have enough words in the English language. I think it is the Inuit who have many more words for love than the English. Think about love – I love my cat, who is right now sleeping next to me. I love my bird, who is incredibly trying to put his silver bell on his head. I have four children whom I adore and a partner I am crazy about. I have a mom who is the best mom ever, a brother who is my hero and the most amazing older sister. In each case there is only one word. None of these relationships feel the same and yet they are described using just the one word – love. So what about agape? What does unconditional actually mean? Words like acceptance, freedom, allowing, cherish, respect all play a part. Agape has no exceptions. It is almost a forgetting. Our Quest is searching for a tranquil mind. If I have no worries or fears or judgments I am closer to agape. It is a deep awareness of the sanctity of everything. It is more than no blame or no judgment; it is a rejection of the entire process – the process of needing to decide the value of someone or something. Because someone exists, they have worth and are deserving of every possible consideration. There is never a reason for doubt or concern or the granting of merit, de-merit, or value. Every system of judgment in place on the planet has been artificially installed to create separation and keep polarity in place. Polarity is a lie. You are lesser than no one. We all answer to the same rules of life. What’s true is unity. What’s real is love. Enlightenment is a realization of Agape. We are One. Love yourself without restriction and what happens is we all begin to look a whole lot better! There will be no cause for decision making about reasons to love or hate. You will engage in relationships with all of life as a process of loving; your cat will receive quite a different expression of affection than your Mom – yet each will know love. Agape is the answer to every internal conflict. It becomes your foundation and from there you’ll create our new world. We are just about there. Let go of judgment. You’ll find only love remains. You are the one you’ve been waiting for! See you tomorrow, ~Sophia At midpoint now, what can we see about how far we have come and the path ahead? This is a Quest. By definition then, we are searching for something. Even if we are pretty sure what it looks like and where it is, we don’t have it yet. This is the spot in our journey where we make a decision. It is just as far either way. We can continue or return with equal effort. What will you choose? Loving yourself is not easy. There is a lifetime of reasons why you shouldn’t. If your parents didn’t give them to you, it was your teachers, the kids at school, society, your friends or even lovers. By choosing to continue now, you are declaring all of them wrong. Every justification for judgment must be tossed. There is no exception. The only rule is love. Absolute, complete acceptance of every part of you is what’s required. You have no faults. Every “but” in your head right now must go. You stand without requirements. Perfection needs no improvement. Oh, you may want to change your hairstyle, get in shape, get a new job or a new outfit. These are all choices you desire, not needs that are necessary to make you worthy. As a Master Creator, you are aware of the power you hold. Every moment is a Choice Point – “Love or Fear?” “Fear or Love?” Choose love and this journey is easily walked. Your path to Agape is found in your heart. The key is forgiveness and with it you’ll open the door to bliss. This is where we are meant to reside. Please enjoy this story… “I was recently told of an African tribe that does the most beautiful thing. When someone does something hurtful and wrong, they take the person to the center of town, and the entire tribe comes and surrounds him. For two days they’ll tell the man every good thing he has ever done. The tribe believes that every human being comes into the world as GOOD, each of us desiring safety, love, peace, happiness. But sometimes in the pursuit of those things people make mistakes. The community sees misdeeds as a cry for help. They band together for the sake of their fellow man to hold him up, to reconnect him with his true Nature, to remind him who he really is, until he fully remembers the truth from which he'd temporarily been disconnected: "I AM GOOD".” You too can surround yourself with love. There are no reasons to hold back; anything but love is a wrong turn. The path to Agape is clear and simple. You are always okay – the spark of Divinity is in your very heart. Feel the love that fuels your soul. This is the core of Oneness. Love yourself in every circumstance. Love yourself without condition. There is only one way to reach the end of this Quest, and you are the only one who can get yourself there. You know every wrong turn – it’s time to rely on the only GPS we all have – our “God Power Source”. That voice within has been waiting such a long time to be heard – listen. “You are love” it is whispering, “You are here to show the way.” You are the only one you’re waiting for. See you tomorrow. ~Sophia It is our third day. We are on a Quest for truth. This is not a simple thing; it is the only thing. In lifetime after lifetime, you’ve come here searching. Your search is over. Your heart holds what you’ve been craving. You reside in a field of love. Your very base programming begins there. It is the spark of each other that joins you. Isolated, you may appreciate nature and love life, yet it is in human contact that you embody the fierce power of agape. For when you love another, it is not their attributes that are calling to your soul, but a reminder of your own. When you look at each other and are deeply moved, it is because at a fundamental level you understand that there you behold the sacred. It is you that has stirred your own soul. What this moment is about is a shedding of our skin of self-loathing. What is not perfection is not true. The veil that we speak of is not draped between ourselves and others - but hanging, invisibly, as a barrier to the truth. It is you on the other side of that veil - gloriously abundant and here now on purpose. Your vessel will push waves of light cascading over all of creation, creating tsunamis of love. For love is a force. Love is here because you are here. It arrives unbidden whenever you do. It takes a being of unimaginable power to embody divinity. It takes you. Once you embody your truth, we shift. We have come here thinking it was possible to be alone; understanding now our unity. We are but One. There is no better, worse, richer, poorer, deserving or undeserving. In each of our moments it is decided whose needs take precedence – these things are not foretold by age or economic status, color or title. We are but different fingers on one hand – equal in all ways. Oneness is understood as a by product of Agape. Unconditional love breaks out and encompasses all of life. Once you feel the extraordinary power of simple self acceptance – you are transmogrified. You emerge from that discovery a “fifth dimensional human”. Duality is not in your realm. Unity is a fact, period. As you breathe – you love. Our questions and misunderstandings all stem from a lack of love. Accept who you are without exception. This radical act changes everything. We are here to create the shift of the ages and there is no one else who can. We are the One we’ve been waiting for. Hello and welcome to our 2nd day! It’s a struggle this morning to come up with what could possibly be relevant in these days of December 2012. Everything has been said. In the final analysis, none of us are sure what an “end of times” actually looks like. It’s not available on You Tube, Reddit or Pinterest. No one has seen it and shown up now to tell us. Oh, there are voices that describe possibilities. We each have our favorites, some we believe and like; others we aren’t so sure about and most we read every day, regardless of opinion. We’re looking for something that’s not here; not yet. In these end times we are getting in no uncertain terms the manifestation of our deepest held beliefs. We’ve lived through generation after generation of manipulation by those who see us as one mass of humanity, here to be controlled. We are waking up and finding our voice and our truth. This life is ours to control. The key to creation is within. We know this now, so it’s no more “same old, same old”. We don’t know what to expect, this is new territory and it’s driving us nuts. We don’t trust the “powers that be” to give it to us straight; we aren’t sure who to trust. Trust yourself. Your body, your heart and your soul know exactly what they’re doing. Each has been waiting for you to stop running the program of low self esteem, self doubt and self hatred. All this love you’ve been keeping from yourself but projecting onto a God, human, animal or cause – is itching to reach you as well. You just didn’t know. It’s okay. We’ve been slumbering together, a sort of pre-cursor to Oneness. These are the End Times of Mass Deception. We have entered the Beginning Times of Mass Uncovering – The Age of Enlightenment. We are opening our hearts; this will be the best gift ever. Agape is like nothing you’ve ever felt. It is freedom. It is pure, unrestricted and fearless. There are no doubts in a heart that knows truth. In the face of every confrontation, challenge, hardship or setback – nothing is lost. Agape yields a constant state of abundance. This is the secret the manipulators have used to keep us in a state of subservience, lack and slavery. Self hatred is not natural, yet we’ve each felt it. If you want to completely dominate someone, create fear in them. They will act or not act accordingly; always as a reaction to you. Self determination is not in their repertoire. It is instead a life of self-preservation and safety. This is the life we are ending; the “end of times”. We’ve been here so long that we are in the habit of looking to someone else to tell us the truth so we know how to react. Life is an active endeavor, not a reactive event. The times of believing we are controlled by others more powerful than us are over. There is no one more powerful than you. These are the end times. You don’t need anyone to tell you what comes next. That’s the whole point! You only need to trust your inner voice, and then tell yourself the truth. This is how you create the beginning. We are God consciousness, seeing ourselves as if for the very first time – enamored with the vision. These are not times to fear or to look for someone else to tell us about. These are the beginning times; our start as Agape sourced Masters. We are beholden to none. We are One. The voice of truth, this inner rhythm of love has now seen the light of day. It’s okay to love yourself. You are perfect; an expression of joy without limits! Treat yourself tenderly, lovingly and lavishly. Then, when your eyes behold the rest of us, they will be all filled up and overflowing with Agape. We will be encased in a field of unconditional love; the state of divinity. These are the beginning times. They are worthy of the Masters who created them; us. We are the One we’ve been waiting for. See you tomorrow, ~Sophia |
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