This feels important to say. It’s a continuation of yesterday’s post. There are some things that were left unsaid.

It is upon you now to be fearless. You are human.  You came to ascend while physical. This promises to be intense; a magnificent celebration of the physical. That, my friends, is you. The physical bit of love essence that is human. I am very excited right now to share an epiphany that happened yesterday; I’m hoping it will speak to you as well.

You are not separate from any moment of this process.  All that you see before you, has been placed there. By you. This includes those things that are easy, those things that please you, as well as those things that challenge you.

Some will say that when situations or relationships fall smoothly into place it is a sign that they were meant to be, and that they ought to be pursued. Agreed. For regular days this is how synchronicity works and paths are followed with great ease and brilliant success.

Yet, these are not regular days. These are the ends of days. You are not following a path – YOU ARE FORGING ONE.

Realize that your path is made for only one.  You will not take anyone with you.  Ascension is an inside job and a solitary journey.

It requires fortitude and a willingness to venture where you’ve not gone before. It requires raw honesty and fierce determination. You came to do this.

What you’ll face is fear, and what you’ll find once you’ve confronted your fear, is agape.
You ARE worth it.

These fears you’ll face and have been avoiding look so many different ways. I can’t tell you which one is yours, yet you can. When you think about it and imagine yourself doing it – your gut will clench, you’ll feel heat or cold or some uncomfortable sensation. It won’t feel good. Try imagining…
Asking for something you believe you should have; asking someone who can give it to you
Coming out as LGBTQ to someone who matters to you
Asking him out or Asking her out; that person you’d like to know better than you do
Looking someone that you really care for directly in their eyes and telling them so
Calling your son
Calling your daughter
Speaking the truth
Looking right at yourself as a child/teen/young adult/adult (use pictures/video) and accepting all of what you lived through and all that you did and all that you had and all that you didn’t have and all that you became as a result
Saying you’re sorry to someone, with your mouth, and your eyes and then your whole self
Calling your mother
Calling your father
Looking at the way you left (a person, a home, a situation, a relationship), and accepting it
Calling your brother
Calling your sister
Doing that thing that scares you

If not these, then others. What they will have in common is the sort of fear that resides deep within. It comes from a place you’d rather avoid and most likely have avoided, for a very long time. You don’t have to do these things. You’ve gotten along just fine without doing them, thank you very much.

Yet this moment is not about just “getting along”.  It is about transcendence while physical. It asks you to face your deepest fear.

The things mentioned in yesterday’s post require bravery and a solid foundation to accomplish.

Fear on any level is fear. If you are afraid to face a relationship that went sour – how will you ever face something from another dimension?

You won’t. You’ll take a pass and hope for another shot at it when it’s not so frightening.

Well, I don’t think we get another shot at this, not soon anyway. We have this incredible opportunity right now to fully grasp our multi-dimensional bad-ass selves. We can do so by facing all of what is uncomfortable in our 3D physical life.

This is another way of saying let go of your ego.
It is not that ego doesn’t matter, for it very much does. Your ego is the voice of your addictions. It tells you what you came here to “get” this lifetime.

You will not be taking it with you though. Hence the reason for this very long post and epiphany.

If what is happening is the actualization and realization of Oneness in physical form (AKA Ascension), then it follows that all of your fear and ego must be dealt with while in that form. All of you must participate, nothing left out. All parts of your life matter, nothing left out.

It sounds easier and oh so yummy to say “in the new world it is only love and light and we are all together and reunited with our spiritual family and there is only bliss”.

Sure, it does. Yet what this is about is creating that bliss while you are human.

This, my friends, requires your bad-ass, fearless, self-accepting, unconditionally loving self to accomplish.

You’ve got this. Trust.

You are the one you’ve been waiting for.
You have anchored the light.
It is done.

With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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We are coming out of hiding. This is how it feels.

Twice now, in as many days, I’ve allowed myself to imagine living as I AM. I’m not sure I know all of what that means, but I’ll share here what I notice and suspect. In case you’re doing similar things and would be inspired to share in the comments below… We are mirrors for each other, and cheering squads as well!

There are words, descriptors and adjectives to explore – relax, calm, trust, risk, open, know, play, be. They come wrapped in joy and bursting with radiance. There are depths in each that have never been explored. I can imagine them now. Next comes seeing them, feeling them.

Today I realized that since childhood I have never woken up in the morning naturally, gradually and first thing out of the shoot just listening for the sounds of the life I’d just woken up to. No. With adulthood came responsibility, worry and, even if temporarily ignored – DEBT – the bars on our cages.

I am beginning to see past the bars now and it is exquisite! This is brand new. There have been promises before, and after them, let downs and disappointment.

This is not a promise from someone else.

This is a reporting. As what is around me changes, I notice. These changes point in a direction not yet taken. It’s one I was told led to fantasy, insanity or delusion.

Yet now, in these ever-accumulating frequencies, it gains solidity and as I AM (also gaining solidity) – becomes TRUE. More than that, it leads me back home.

Careful here, I am not going to report to you that 3D becomes less dense and that this is a sign of ascension. No. I am going to, instead, report that as we humans, (the ones doing the evolving and ascending in real time), are in 3D, there are elements of different density and frequency that become available to us because we are choosing to witness them without judgment or fear.

So, just what does this mean? It means, I imagine, that we are approaching the finish line.
It’s been quite a run. You are exhausted and sweaty and hunched over, looking at your feet; the ones that got you here.

Look up.

It’s okay if you’re sweaty, exhausted, broke or broken.

Look up anyway.

If we all look up, we’ll stop focusing on where we’ve been or on what took us here. Instead, we’ll concentrate on where we are going.
Some places I’ve either seen myself or heard about from close friends recently, show us what this looks like:

• Fantastical beings from other realms or “dreams” – octopi the size of houses, silver winged dragons, miniscule sparkly fairies, small humanoids (to name just a few)
• Our multi-dimensional simultaneous selves/lives
• Disappearing and re-materializing in this 3D life
• Free energy
• Stargates and portals
• Perpetual youth
• Perpetual vibrant health
• Re-written histories
• Self-authority and actualization
• Instant manifestation
• Really cool space ships the size of planets

These things and places are real and they are here. These things and places though, must be called forth. They will not just appear. It takes a firm decision, you must choose them into your reality.

It is that last lap and the final hurdle we pass through now. You can see it just ahead; the finish line. There is fear to be faced and released before you get there. You’ll need to lighten your load and let go of some baggage. You are barely able to walk now, yet you notice you’ll have to sprint to get there in time.

A massive effort demands that you ask yourself again, just one more time, “Do I really want to do this?”

It will be hard, impossible-feeling and bring you face to face with fear.

You will want to say no, and you’ll feel perfectly justified to do so. You will feel afraid. You may call this something else; anger, frustration, exhaustion. You will want to avoid it, ignore it or tell yourself it doesn’t really matter. It may show up as a relationship with someone you’ve known forever or with something or someone brand new. You will recognize it when you hear yourself talking yourself OUT of dealing with it. Pay attention then.

Say yes.

Say yes and know that you have all that you need to succeed. Say yes to all that is before you.

Own it.

This is an individual journey and my “yes” is not the same as yours.

This is your life.

Every bit of you is yours.

Carefully crafted and expertly maneuvered, this life you’ve been having has led you home.

You are almost there.
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Say yes.
There is magic waiting.
Really.
 
You are the one you’ve been waiting for.
You have anchored the light.
It is done.
 
With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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Come to this banquet and feast. It is here where you’ll find what you’ve been looking for.

This moment now, the one that feels beyond your grasp? It is just what you’ve been expecting. It is all that you’ve been waiting for.

How could this be?

Dear, dear human. It is by your hand that this moment is crafted. It is with your intent that you feel as you do.

So deeply did you desire to assist and so eager were you for a visceral experience of your own evolution – that you ran to be first in line for this earth trip! And you’ve made it!

This far you’ve come, only to look around at your landscape and forget your own design?

The ego is a powerful paintbrush.

It holds onto each drop of color, knowing any minute the perfect placement will emerge. It waits, unpainted potential.

You notice, and hurriedly rush to coat it with, well, with you. Yet, right now those colors look wrong. No, not wrong yet out of place. Like the mustard yellows and olive greens of your grandmother’s kitchen.

These are yesterday’s hues… complaining, blaming, self-pity, self-absorption, righteousness, judgment, hoarding and hating. They no longer work.

Today requires a new pallet; more luminous and a bit less dense. Shades of understanding, patience, response, action, collaboration, humility, generosity and compassion create the look you seek.

These new colors need a skilled artist; yet this is why YOU hold the brush. Crises of the mind or health or heart or home or wallet require a gentler touch and a steady line. We can no longer merely layer and cover and hide what is there, no. Our light reflects and returns it all, brilliantly bouncing back our intentions. This is an opaque moment.

We see everything and decide with eyes wide open how it fits. Just what shades are necessary for it to feel as we envision?

This is your masterpiece. As others around you lament and judge and point and mourn and cry out, reach for your paintbrush to fashion the interpretation.

Tomorrow you’ll look back with a smile; satisfied and fulfilled while continually perfecting your craft. You are the ones you’ve been waiting for.
You have anchored the light. It is done.

With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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PS I heard the song below as I finished this post.

On this Valentine’s Day of 2019, there is something we all can do to illustrate our power.  Let’s send the Illuminati some love.  They won’t know what to do with it.  It may just change everything. 
 
Present in any organization are chains of command.  Those at the top are operating for a different purpose than those on the ground.  There is hope for them all.  We are here, every one of us, as a step in our own evolution.  Once we get here, free will takes over and we can proceed in any chosen direction.
 
Right now, we have the opportunity to ascend while we are physical.  It is a transformation physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.  It is love, that when taken into your heart, will turn the key and unlock the door to Ascension. 
 
We have within us the potential for Agape – love without condition.  This love is beyond what we’ve come to expect from each other.  Agape makes no judgment about behavior.  It has no opinion.  Agape is truth.  It is the place from where we spring and our ultimate destination.
 
Before arriving here, our hope is that we’ll figure out how to demonstrate Agape as a human.  Here’s a chance to do just that.  Reach into your heart and just love the Illuminati.  All are human.  All need love in order to evolve.
 
What’s happened is over – it’s the future I’m interested in.  Here is where we can effect change.  We can love.  It is the most powerful tool in our arsenal.  It is the only thing they won’t expect.  It will be their undoing.
 
With every ounce of generosity and sincerity you have, send love to our oppressors.  Whenever it occurs to you and as often as possible, see them surrounded in a hug with seven billion pairs of arms.
 
Love anyway.  In giving you will receive the greatest gifts.  It is by loving that the deepest truths are known. 
 
What is love?

Love is what you are.  It is the foundation.

Nothing exists, if not for love.

It is the origin, the beginning, the starting point, the only point.

Love becomes all that you are once you have been everything else.

Love is the ground you walk, the air you inhale.
You cannot, will not, escape this truth.
It has no roots in fantasy.

Love is not a thing to be described by action. 
Love is the force that in its expression exists.

You will not look from your vantage point, and point to this one and say “There, that is love. I’ve found it.” While then pointing to a less pleasing one and say “There, that is the opposite of love.”

That is not how it works.

For in non-human form, where manifestation is without (outside) control or outside manipulation for power – it becomes an easy thing to declare and notice – love. In that state, contrast does not blur vision.

Here, now, most especially for you who have loved and do love your imperfect versions, you are now able to stand unencumbered and love.
What will you do?

For love is not the deciding factor in action – choice is.
The deciding factor in action, is you.

What this means, dear, dear human, is that while you struggle with anger and revulsion and self-pity and blame and guilt and affection and desire and happiness – you are deciding what love looks like through you, NOT what love is.

Every action, and its result, is a co-creation.
Every single one.

You cannot hate so deeply that love is expunged. Love exists within every particle of life.

You can act in a way that is hateful, yet you are love.

You do not choose who to love or how to love.  Instead – you choose how to be.
Be loving.
With everyone and all of life, including yourself.
The opinions and reasons do not matter – all that is left is what you did.
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You are love.
When you see each other as love, you will see clearly.
 
We are the One we are waiting for. Have a great Valentine’s Day.
 
With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
 ~~Note: This post is a reprint from 2 others, dated September 2012 and January 2019, the video below is from June of 2012~~
 
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Consider the meaning of complete*
  *(Please see the previous post, as this is an ongoing discussion.)
Complete: “To bring to an end, & especially in a perfected state
            To mark the end of
            To fulfill
            To make whole or perfect”
And consider the meaning of define: “To identify the essential qualities of
            To discover the meaning of
            To mark the limits of
            To make distinct; distinguish”

​Within these descriptors sits the basis for our pain and confusion in love relationships. Words are powerful. They contain and emit an energy and emotion. Emotion is the fuel for creation. Therefore, carefully (or hastily) chosen words can harm us or help rebuild us in real time.

What I suspect happened with our cultural expectation and definition of romantic love, is that it was blurred when passion took over.
Things get a little foggy in that playground. When chemically attracted, physical love is overwhelming. It tells our body “THIS IS IT!! THIS IS THE ONE!!! EUREKA!!!! I’VE FINALLY FOUND HER/HIM!!!!!”  All of that sounds like “You complete me”, doesn’t it?

Then, when the intense heat of immediate passion slows down, and our glasses become unfoggy… expectations for completion, fulfillment and perfection continue. If there is continued curiosity, and the relationship is ongoing, it may show up within the framework of “Now, how else can you fulfill me, or make me whole or bring my life to a perfected state?” In other words, EXPECTATIONS.

All of these fit perfectly into our cultural dialogue around “true love”. We don’t believe it is supposed to be any other way. It’s what all of the stories say. We haven’t been told there is any other ending besides “and they lived happily ever after”. This assumes we are together in the same home raising a few children, maybe some pets, and eventually “retiring” while holding hands and gazing into each other’s eyes.

What is never said is that love, both the blinding passionate kind described here, and any other instant deep connection to our essence, exists outside of that happily ever after. It operates independently of any agreements, ages, laws or contracts. This, the mystery and wonder and limitless nature of actual love, has not been allowed into the dialogue of “happily every after”. The result? We become very confused about how happy we are and how happy we “should be” with the love showing up in our lives.

I remember once hearing or reading, (and I don’t remember where or from whom), that religion was first invented to keep the humans from fornicating all the time! Nothing was getting done!  They were too damn happy! So, some authority showed up and defined the people and places where it was okay and “allowed” to express physical passion. I suspect that along with that bunch of rules came a whole lot of guilt, lying and internal confusion. But that’s another post.

For this post, what is being said is that, and especially in these new and powerful energies sweeping over our planet right now, if given a choice in defining what a romantic relationship does for you, which would you choose?
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One that brings you to an end or one that marks your distinct and essential qualities?
One that fulfills you or one that discovers the meaning of you?
One that completes you in a perfected state or one that distinguishes you as who you are?
One that makes you whole or one that marks the limits you are actualizing right now?

The first definition does not allow for much creativity or growth or even permission to be someone else. The second sounds a bit frightening but ever-expanding and ultimately free.

I get that it sounds so romantic to have the first sort of relationship. I do. It sounds like the answer we are looking for, the fairy tale ending, the solution to our pain.  What I am attempting to introduce here is that you CAN have those feelings, every single one of them, and you don’t need another person to supply them. They are available right now. They are found within you. They exist in your heart; the most powerful organ in your body.

They exist because you do. Once you figure out how to access them? The confusion will dissipate. Your eyes will see clearly, regardless of how foggy your glasses may become. And, you will enjoy a consistent level of deep connection (which is love), as well as, and right beside successful and ongoing relationships all over the place.

There is so much unhappiness around love and it begins with our expectations for what it is supposed to be. If we expect it to come from one person and we expect it to complete us, we will be consistently disappointed because we are complete unto ourselves. When we think of it as defining us, then all love becomes a useful tool in the living of our lives.

We are mirrors for each other, and romantic love provides for us a beautiful framework in which to surround our essence, and see ourselves clearly. Just as our school pictures change as we grow, so too will our love-frames alter the image we see in the mirror, as new parts of ourselves are revealed. These new parts of us show themselves inside of each relationship and remind us of our limitless nature.

Love is huge.

What you must do is trust. Trust that internal barometer that indicates your constant fluctuations of emotion. Know that some of those feelings are showing up as reactions (which tells you it is something external as the trigger), while other sentiments are genuine responses to truth (which is more of an eruption and begins within). Listen to your body’s messages.

We started by saying we are complete unto ourselves. We’ve moved into saying yes and it is in relationship to “other” that we are defined. If we remember that all others exist because we are here to become all that we are choosing to be, we’ll realize that we need mirrors along the road. We are each other’s reminders.

Those mirrors, the clearest ones, are our romantic loves.  These are our self-chosen mirrors; cues we’ve placed in front of ourselves, so that we can see what love looks like. It always looks precisely like us. That’s how mirrors work.
There is still a bit more to say… and next week will be the perfect time to say it.

You are the one you’ve been waiting for.

In appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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What is it to love?

Is it possible that our very insides have confused us? Has love’s true nature been camouflaged within something else? Have we somehow been deceived into expectations of love’s existence, rather than comforted by love’s true expression?

What is love anyway?

You’ve heard, possibly, that love is what you are, that love is synonymous with light and that love is the core truth of you; your very essence. But, what does all of that even mean?

A year ago, the daily love notes began to be delivered. It was felt then, that we could all use a little more love. They are written in batches, composed with emotion and infused with compassion. As much energy as can be compacted into those daily 70 characters, is included within each phrase. I meditate within, focus on, and then write – love.

Because of this process, and your response to the result, I’ll speak now about what I’ve noticed.
About love.

I’ve noticed, and please hang in there for this, that love really doesn’t depend on anyone else.
Love is literally there for you 24/7. Whether or not you absorb it, feel it, notice it or even glance in its direction – is all on you. Love exists regardless.

It’s always here, inside, and whether or not I conjure it up for a batch of love notes, a kiss for my partner or a hug for my son does not deplete it.

This is what I’ve learned. I’ve learned that love is real. It doesn’t depend on any other in order to exist. Not exist as a sentimental and separate component of a specific relationship. No. It stands unencumbered by drama, unchained with expectations and free.

What love looks like is misunderstood, often. In both story and film, love is painted with absorbing colors that mix together to become sort of a single-toned mess. In our current language of oneness, it is a challenge to define love as a thing that can be defined in any tangible way.

Yet, in human relationships, there must be borders and clarity. We have defined these as borders to our love. They have become separators in this current definition. And here is where the confusion begins.

Love is massive, everywhere, and beyond definition. Like the air, you only need to breathe it in and allow its release.

Relationships, by definition, exist between two separate unique individuals. The only way they work is when each of the partners establish boundaries and rules for their crossing. If the rules aren’t followed, the boundaries fail, and the relationship eventually follows suit.

What I’m attempting to say here, is that it is not the love that needs the boundaries in order to exist – IT IS THE RELATIONSHIP. The love exists regardless. This is where it gets complicated and we can become confused. Relationships are a choice and have definitions. Love? It exists.

No one completes you. You are complete unto yourself.

Admittedly, you’d be in a rough place, as a 3D person, to understand what love was without its expression, and its expression occurs in relationship.  All successful and healthy relationships have boundaries.

The boundaries are essential for the people. They are necessary so that love’s expression is sent where it is directed, and so that it is viscerally felt when it lands. They are not essential for the love, or defining the love, or measuring the love, or reducing the love.  The love exists regardless.

The participants inside of the relationship are not one, they are two. They can stand intertwined, as in the meshing of our fingers together when we pray. Or they can stand beside one another, which is another way our hands come together in prayer. In either case, a prayer is indicated. Do you see?

There is more to say, yet not today… Next time we’ll explore the nature of love and the differences in its expression; there are vast fields of expression inside of relationship, all of them valid, each of them love. Which relationship we choose does not diminish or enhance our ability to love. It instead indicates what parts of ourselves we are interested in unpacking and where we’d like to put those parts.

Just know that it is okay to need help in your personal relationships. You may want assistance not because you don’t have love or are without worth or unlovable or just weird – but because relationships by definition require two separate individuals. Individuals come with baggage and unpacking all of that takes time.

The love? It is there always. You’ll decide inside each and every relationship just how much of it you want to unload and expose. Trust.

You are the one you’ve been waiting for.
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With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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This is about a dream from last night. It went like this. In the initial frame I had just crashed my car into another. That car was parked. Which feels significant. I won’t go into why in this post, but it does. I was the only one in the car, and there was no one in the car I’d just crashed into. Which also feels significant.

I sat there for a moment, and here is where it gets lucid. I began to think about how now that I’ve been in a second accident within 3 months’ time, that my insurance company would probably either raise my rates or drop me completely.

Here is where it gets weird. I sort of rewound what happened.  Actually, rewound the tape; the car went into reverse and I began again on the same road under the same conditions. Consider this frame # 2 of the same moment. This time, I was still driving, slowly because I was pulling off the road, and now I was hit by someone else. Now as I sat there, I began to think about how now I wouldn’t have any automobile insurance issues because it wasn’t my fault. As I woke up, I was realizing that I had changed my time-line in real time. Cool.

I wondered why I hadn’t chosen one without any accident at all, yet that’s probably another subject altogether.

Now changing timelines to save money on insurance may not sound too profound, but think about what I felt happening. The conditions I brought into that lucid moment were conditions I am dealing with as I write this post. I believe that we are all potentially there right now. I know that our super-powers exceed our current expectations.  Perhaps all that we need to do, is to share examples with each other and spend as much time focusing on possibilities as we do on problems or business as usual.

There is something else that happened yesterday, I was reaching out to converse with that greater part of me…


What you must do, my child, is comfort your deepest wound.
How?
It is healed only with love. It cannot be erased, yet it can be super-imposed with feelings of actual love.
This feeling of actual love comes to you from only one Source, and that is self.
You are angry… You must let go and give love.
Just give love. You’ll see. Focus on giving and you’ll see.
You don’t have to plan – it’s okay now.
Just give and fill your time that way.
You have to release expectations.
Keep talking to others, in any way that you can.
  There was nothing for a moment
“Are you still with me?”
I am.
One day you will realize that I have never left you.
 
So, this is a quick share because we are doing this together, and this new thing feels like treasure... Today I’ve been saying “I now choose the timeline that…” Just for fun.  Just to play with this new thought. It is all new thought actually, there are no instructions, and we are writing the manual ourselves. How cool is that: “Do it yourself Ascension”.

We’ve got this.

We are the ones. We have anchored the light. It is done.
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With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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Truckma is brilliant. Thank you James Gilliland. It took a moment, but once it landed, I knew he had nailed it.  It is what’s on its way, what we can see if we look a bit ahead up the road, a bit behind if we glance at our rear-view mirrors, and it feels like what (I can only imagine) it would feel like to be hit by a truck. This, as opposed to “car”ma. 

Now James was referring primarily to a global, institutional Truckma. Surely, we all see that.

But let’s for a moment consider personal Truckma scenarios. For certainly, if we are all about to transform into a love oozing populace, we’ve got some personal messes to clean up. As above, so below, right? Karma just won’t cut it. 
We are running out of time.

Karma is a gentler, more gradual process.  It is the story played out when you re-incarnate as the wife of the man you abandoned in your previous lives together. This lifetime you are the one left behind with all of those children. It’s painful but slow and allows you time to process what is happening. You find reasons for its occurrence and eventually, lessons are learned.

Truckma comes full speed, downhill, on a cliff. There is no escape. There are no explanations. There will be a mess when it is over, and there will be casualties. 2018 was filled with Truckma for me.

Right up until it began, (December 2017) there were feelings of “I’ve got this”, “I know there is personal work to be done but basically, I am not in too bad a shape.” Who was I kidding?
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Then: Truckma.  It manifested as serious, sudden & terrifying illness for me and multiple family members, painful relationship breakups and breakdowns, near fatal automobile accidents, to name just a few; each of which are still being deciphered in real time. I’d like to say that with hindsight their reasons and lessons are clear, but I cannot. I don’t think that was the point.

What Truckma does is it leaves you humble. It levels the playing field, erases the irrelevant, raises more questions than it answers and IT QUESTIONS THE PURPOSE OF EVERYTHING YOU DO.

What is happening now is that there is a theme emerging and it doesn’t seem to matter which particular stage the Truckma played out on, it is the same. This theme tells me that although the expressions are different, they do not alter the point.

The point of Truckma is to get rid of the insignificant. With Truckma, sh*t gets very real.

The insignificant is anything that does not promote life. In a general sense, it is anything destructive to self or other. Other can be a person, place, animal, vegetable, idea or thing.

Truckma forces clarity of vision, perhaps for the very first time. All that was in your way and preventing your successful forward seamless momentum is removed with Truckma.  You don’t get to think about it, you just have to deal with it.

You have to deal on the spot and decide quickly where you’ll be standing in the wreckage. You can’t fake your way through Truckma. It demands an immediate response. It has left a mess and you have a decision to make. How will you clean it up?  Will you walk away and let someone else do it? Will you stay?

Truckma leaves many rocks and their associated hard places. Neither choice will feel very good or be simply accomplished. But choose you will.

Truckma has left a bit of chaos, yet there is something I’ve found that may just may help.  I’ve only just found it. It snuck in the other day, when someone asked me a question.

I took a moment before I answered, and watched the other add detail to his query.  While it was being fashioned, I thought things through and responded with honesty and clarity.  The words came out full and comprehensive and we both knew that they were true. In this way, Truckma was made unnecessary.

Now this doesn’t mean it went easily after that or even that everyone was happy with the outcome. It meant though, that there was no second guessing or manipulating or gaming or posturing or pretending, due to roles or expectations. There was a clarity that hadn’t ever shown up before. I believe that this rationality was birthed with Truckma. I believe that this lucidity will prevent the necessity of further Truckma, at least in this relationship and on this particular topic. It is a start.

This is a process, and there will be more posts… but for today, let’s thank James Gilliland for putting the necessary exclamation point on what is going on in our lives. It needed to be said, and he did so perfectly. At least now we have a name for what we are dealing with.

No worries, we knew this was coming. We’ve got this.

We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.
We have anchored the light.
It is done.

With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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Come now, to this banquet. Open your eyes and peer beyond the pain. Look at what is true. What is true, is you.

For you may have not ever been taught to stand on your own, yet I tell you that this did not stop you from standing, skipping, running or dancing. You’ve done it all.

This life is a feast; a luscious gathering of tastes, a whirlwind of emotions, a cacophony of sounds. This life is a precious gathering of exquisite.

It is tempting, with so many bright and shiny lights, their voices calling, posting, tweeting, filming, to keep our eyes looking backwards and focused on that rear-view mirror… so tempting!
Remember, your purpose lies ahead.

There are a few of us here now to capture and deal with those harmful ones, the ones we see so clearly now reflected in our rear-view mirrors. Support their efforts and keep looking onward.

Each moment is lush with possibility.

2019 is the year of manifestation.
What will you create?

Dream big, dear one. Whenever you can. Do not plan as much as experience each coming moment.
Utilize your imagination. See Paradise. Visualize Freedom. Feel Joy. Think on Peace. Actualize Laughter.

With the holiday season so recently finished, a reflection of what was reported may help us. Reports of relatives “telling it like it is” (both positive and negative) were mixed with “it was a quiet holiday, we mostly talked” and “we didn’t go anywhere this year, just stayed in and caught up, played games, it was nice”.

These stories of time spent with honesty and reflection were heard so often that I came to expect them. 2018 ended quietly and together, which is in sharp contrast to how it ended on the world stage (click here). It would appear that we are unified inside of our most intimate settings and family gatherings.

I have been so contemplative since last weekend. I’ve heard that there was an influx of powerful energy during that time. That may explain it.

I’ve also been woken up several times in the early morning hours, but cannot focus enough to hear what is being said… I’ll need to work on that.

I often feel a need to post, and as I do its purpose is revealed. This time, it is to say let’s not miss this part. This human part. This part that so many of us attempted to capture and decipher over the holiday with our loved ones.
Let’s pay attention.

I’m struck by the lack of eyeball to eyeball contact in social media, and how, with this trend of filming every conversation we have and then posting it, we seem to be yearning for it, seeking it, paying for it even.  There are no pretenses or fancy studios with wardrobe or make-up. We want to see each other, feel each other, know each other. We NEED to.

This is all part of our awakening as One.

Regardless of how far removed from ourselves technology seeks to take us, we yearn for home. Home is truth.

Home is where we reside. We reside in that place when we connect. We connect heart to heart, one to one, person to person, you to me.

Oneness has never been actually understood in human form. It has not been witnessed. It is you, dear one, who will define and mold it for those who come next. Oneness cannot be produced in a factory with repetitive imprints and perfection. Oneness is nuanced, it fluctuates with the tide, rises and falls with the frequencies, shouts and whispers alongside the wind. Just as you do.

Oneness erupts in our moments. It is felt and once experienced, it is known.

Science will tell us what is happening with the sun and the planet and the climate and the atmosphere, yet science uses the rear-view mirror for its data. It watches what has happened and attempts an explanation.

These things, the ones happening right now, are a consequence of our expansion, the result of our shift, the outcome of a burgeoning singularity.

Oneness happens in real time. It is un-measurable. It is boundless.

This is a gorgeous moment. Revel in it and go deep. It will not happen again.

We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.
We have anchored the light.
​It is done.

With appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia​
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2018 does not fade quietly into the sunset, with oranges, reds and gradually darkening skies… No. It instead explodes in blue, white and yellow. A fitting finale.

Arriving at this ending together, we stand differently equipped and wildly opinioned.  We peer out from our yellow-vested attire, camouflaged in shocking color, shielded behind our screens and numbers of followers. We band together in groups now, holding one hand up in solidarity while the other points out, blames and ultimately divides. We hate easily and immediately, almost routinely.

Social media competes for shock value and click bait. Not much shocks us, and less than that is trusted. Beheading, cannibalism, environmental destruction for greed, religious persecution, murder, torture, lies under oath, pedophilia, human medical experimentation, money laundering, fraud, financial market manipulation, human trafficking, global corporate control, UFO cover-ups, treason; how many of these you believe will decide which label you wear, and who you will align yourself with.

This experiment has reached its conclusion. It could not end without our cooperation, and we are compliant subjects. It was never a question of who would win. Ultimately, there is only One.

What is at question though, is the condition of the subjects once we got here.

You see, once all of the sides have been exposed and explored and hated and loved and believed and denied and stood on, what’s left is seeing things from every side.  Joni Mitchell said it quite well. She narrowed it down to “both sides now”, yet truly, once you notice there is more than one side as a valid option, then the next obvious thing is to notice that there are no sides at all. There is only One.

We are as divided as we’ll ever be. There is no place left to go, except together.

We must notice our humanity. In every case and at all times. This is the how we take control of ourselves, our relationships, our families, our countries, our planet. It is here where we are united. It is here where we stand, sit, crawl or walk together.

Once noticed, it must be cherished, cared for, looked after, realized and promoted. It is the one, and perhaps in today’s society, the ONLY thing we all share. We are wonderfully, brilliantly, happily, horrifically, brutally, hysterically, beautifully human.

We are alive and with each breath and heartbeat capable of loving. In every moment choose love. It becomes the field that leaves fertile ground for those generations after us, for those builders of this new earth we have so carefully held for their arrival.

Welcome 2019 with an open and willing heart.

Leave those pointing fingers behind and wrap them around someone’s hand instead.
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Next year, follow only one lead. Your heart will guide you always towards love. Whatever trends, explodes, shouts or tweets around you, remember this: The goal of division has been realized. This was not your goal, but an experimentation in manipulation of energy and emotion. This time now is for another purpose and a different goal. Pick one that serves you, that helps your fellow human, that promotes love, that allows expansion, that facilitates growth, that bolsters prosperity, that provides healing and that feels like joy.

You get to. It’s your turn.

You are the one you’ve been waiting for.
You have anchored the light.
It is done.

Blessings and so much appreciation for all that you are. Happy New Year!
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Sophia
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