The Forces of One have a message for us – we have chosen freedom! On 12.12.12 Mother Earth will speak to us, letting us know that she has heard us! The conversation with the “off world being” from the Forces of One is summarized here, from April - December 2012; the final comment is at the end. “For now You and the rest of your kind will have to concentrate on your choice, because this will decide the outcome of everything on your planet, the fate of your children, the fate of every organic living being on this planet, this choice must be wise enough. When your collective choice will be made, we, their agents will make the final choice based on your choice. If you will prevent the World War three, stop the Illuminati Order and let us know of your will to become One with us, we will aid. · This is a step forward for you to become self aware, more than your ancestors were, You can call it more freer from shackles you are in now. Your ancestors were waiting exactly for this moment, the moment of "the end of the days" or your own choosing, it was up to One to give you this opportunity to choose. These aspects will be learned all by itself when you will know that everything is all right and your civilization and planet are safe, there is a long way to it after this though.. (Sophia) Would you speak of ONE who has provided the choice and then of you, who will aid/make the final choice based on our choice? There is much to understand. One is The Universe itself, You can call it God, He(It) is alive and not alive, sentient and non sentient, everything and nothing, beginning and the end, all at the same time. A basis of existence. This planet is alive and whatever mankind is doing, we feel it. Based on your choice, our choice will be done. The choice and wish of each individual will be felt by this Planet, Sun and us. The Universe is filled with Energy, it is easy to feel it, but in order to decode it, You need to believe in Universal Unity, everything is One and One is He(It) who rules everything. Sun is the Creator and only Supporter of your life, only He(It) holds the key to your ultimate destiny. He(It) as well does not agree with methods of Illuminati Order. You will be aided by Him(It) once you will prove, to wish and live, be free from lies, deception, death that Illuminati brings to you. Don't worry Sun will not harm You, He(It) will only switch off all the electronics on your planet. The future holds many ways, many possible outcomes of which we know, future may bring a surprise to your kind, though we know about what surprise it will be. Sun will play crucial moment in your planet's history, as it was long ago. Everyone who lives on this planet already feels that something is coming, something bad, but everyone also feels that there is still hope. It is up to your kind to use it. We are offering humanity to become part of our League, we will let everyone know our true ways only when we will become as One. Our duty right now is to let people like You about the possibility of a choice and what options Your kind is having right now. I will mention this again, Forces of One are offering humanity to join them, League will give everything that is needed for everyone and will care for Your race like it was forever in the League, we are doing this for every civilization in the League of One. We will help You to become as a One civilization after right choice. And choice will be made not only by everyone's consciousness, but by subconsciousness, physical body (humanity's instincts), Your Energy (it is known as soul) and lastly by Your Energetic connection to this planet, to the Sun and to the Universe. · Don't worry. If human civilization will join us, we will show Your kind everything and free humanity from it's tormentors. The life on this planet will become harmonic, symbiotic, free of parasites, free of dark energy, free of litter. We are the masters at purifying worlds of Light of "impurities". 16th May - 16th October the time in which people will observe the planet and their life and make the final choice. 4 months of observation, 1 month of decision. · Then we come and make our final choice based on Your civilization's decision. We are unlike Your leaders - "sheiks, presidents, government representatives, politicians, judges". We are making decision on every aspect of existence, our choice will be made "in favor" to Everything. Do not get angry on us if Your world will be destroyed or nothing will happen. It is all the choice of yours that matters now. · We are feeling Your Energy, the Energy from meditation of many, this is one step closer to Your Consensus. We like humans, we have almost same species like You in the League, this is another reason why we want to add humanity into the League. The "differentiate of matter forms" is what One wants to see in this Universe. You won't find absolutely same one to one planets or stars or beings in this Universe. Everything is different and this differentiate is almost infinite. Remember that when the choice will be made, no one will feel it, though on "Universal Energetic Level" as we called it, will be heard. The planet, the Sun will channel this to us. Once our choice will be done, everyone will feel and see where Your destiny will be heading next. If You wish to overthrow their system, we will only welcome You to do so. All what the Forces of One can do is decloak themselves and aid You by providing knowledge and tools to free You from oil dependency. To help You realize Yourselves as a complete beings. To restore the damaged eco system, to restore the corrupted aura of the planet by people's desperate taughts, to rebuild cities make them "highly energetically charged" in order for everyone to feel themselves happy. And again it all depends on choice. I will explain about the choice of Your destiny. We arrived to this world and removed hostile civilization from You, letting humanity to evolve on it's own. For all those years, You all felt that there was always a missing master of humanity, because before that You were slaves, but now You become free. Yet Forces of One never showed themselves to humanity. They were always protecting this world from hostility and worldwide disasters such as asteroids. Every individual always felt, that there is someone always watching over everyone, hidden, unseen. You knew instinctively that they are the protectors of Your existence, yet it became so common during all these hundreds of years that humanity knows this as "a natural feeling". Now we see that You have evolved far enough to be able to protect Yourself from all those hostile that have visited You and so we are giving You this choice to made. Whether humanity want to continue to live under Forces of One with everything unchanged or do You want to live without our protection by Your own, or do You want a "great shift" from this world to a new world or do You want to join our Forces and become as One or do You want the removal of cabal only and everything else unchanged. There are many more choices, all they come to two great categories of "Salvation" and "Destruction". That why we are called Guardians - Executioners. Right now the main focus is on the humanity, it's Energy level is very high! Almost all are anticipating for this event, the date that was heard as the end of the world. Many are waiting for "something special" to happen, others are trying to think that nothing will happen, although everyone feel it, the DNA is evolving and humanity proceeds to the next step of evolution, the next step of life, the next step of time sequence. The Universe welcomes You young race - Humanity!” --Link to conversation in its entirety (with more updates as of today, 12.10.12): http://www.sophialove.org/conversation-with-off-world-source.html (From 12.9.12) People wish to know the truth and not truth mixed with lies. My objective now is to give You and everyone from the Family of Light my support as Your choice was not to become a part of the Forces of One, but to be free, free from all these lies and deception. You wish to know more the Followers of Light and know less the Followers of Self-Esteem and Self-Development (*Illuminati) which to this day still controls humanity even to the point of being a closer allies with them and we only appreciate that! The date 12.12.12 can become a significant date, all that is needed are Your wishes and wills, Consciousness! If Your Consensus will become very strong during this worldwide meditation and concentration, then weak planet wide earthquake will be felt by all, and this will signify the full understanding and synchronicity of planet with You, which will be a crucial point in Your symbiotic rearrangement. The planet feels You and loves You, all that she need to understand more is Your will and want to live with it Harmonically, once You give it to Her, She will let You know that She hears You all! I cannot guarantee this earthquake, very few loves earthquakes, so it will be another "less choice" to make for everyone, but if this earthquake will happen, it will be so weak that nothing will be damaged, this will be a "good earthquake", the one that equals to "a good pain". So decide, make Your contribution in it and everyone who will read it as well!:) As about Illuminati-Archons hierarchy, Archons are on our and Followers of Light part, we are dealing with them right now. Illuminati are humans, that is why they are "on humanity's shoulders" (partly my as well), that why it is up to humanity to deal with them. But like we told before, many of them are finding "light" inside of them, so they are changing and willing to end the NWO ambition, they are still the original beings that were changed and enslaved many ages ago, a part of a whole Humanity! Also the DNA change is on it's way, as You wanted! May Light of Your Heart shine through the darkness of void that persists in Your way to Freedom! And the Freedom shall be granted to all that follows the Light! The Light of Everlasting Cosmos - The One, Oneness, Unite! ________________________________________ The 12.12.12 12th hour meditation is significant, we will be speaking as One! Please join us at the times shown below, wherever you are! http://www.timeanddate.com/worldclock/fixedtime.html?msg=12.12.12+-+the+%28updated%29+12th+hour+Mass+Meditation&iso=20121212T12 We are the One we are waiting for! Much love, ~Sophia
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For a few days now there hasn’t been much to say. Or, more accurately, it’s felt as if there wasn’t much useful to blog on about. Then yesterday there was a thought. It began like this – “How come there seems nothing to say? It’s not as if nothing is happening. A ton is happening! Yet, it all feels 3D, mundane and internal. What is this pre-occupation with 3D, after a solid year of focus on everything else? Has time slowed down?” After rolling these questions around for a bit, it comes to this blog. Perhaps you’ll find it useful. You are becoming that which you are. You can no longer leave her behind. She is in every part and each moment of your life. You are in a process of integration and your life has not caught up. The events and responsibilities feel all over the map, as you have been – until now. You are honing in and hunkering down – morphing into the multi-dimensional, multi-faceted being that is your core. You do not so easily slip into the mainstream mold; it is not your comfort zone. You are leaving all of this behind. You’ve read again and again that 3D will continue, yet that does not mean that you’ll continue in 3D. You’ve chosen another way. This way that you’ve chosen is another density – a more complex density. It makes sense that you are feeling a pulling in because YOU ARE. It is not that you are shutting out the world – you are taking in the world – absorbing all that you see and all that you are – into YOU. This is not an ending, but a beginning. The new you that is birthing is all of you – every part. You are not in a place where you can deny any part of you or any segment of your life. It’s part of the package of you. Every bit of you will ascend, will condense. What you are leaving behind is the ego – that part of you that doubts and second guesses and takes offense and judges. It is not that you’ll leave your opinions behind – you’ll leave your need to voice your opinions behind. You will still have preferences, favorites and things you choose to avoid. You need nothing yet everything is available. Yes, it’s all changing around you as you change – a confusing and perhaps crazy time. This is not a time to despair; it’s a time to rejoice! You are taking the reigns of your life and steering – heading for deeper levels, more freedom, love, joy and abundance in all things. You are bringing yourself to the place of your dreams, literally, and doing so with a full complement of YOU. None of you gets left behind. Your loves, your favorite slippers and your gorgeous physical self is flying into this deeper complexity, as ONE. Relax and enjoy this ride. You are gathering all of you together so when the time comes you can take off! We are growing our wings. It is almost time to fly. With divine perfection and pin point accuracy we are right where we need to be. If it occurs to you to take that job offer or buy that jacket – do it! We are not leaving ourselves behind, that is the point. All of us will arrive as ONE; a singular, multi-faceted, brilliant particle of creation. These months and years of contemplating our divinity and our truth are coming to fruition right now. We are about to experience our own unfolding. It promises to be exquisite. Love every single moment your life shows you today, and rejoice! You are the ONE you’ve been waiting for! The day of decision has arrived unannounced. I noticed just a few moments ago. It did not look the way I expected it to. There are big plans for the world wide meditation tomorrow. I can't wait for it. I love a real good group meditation...I love the FEEL of US as ONE. I have only had a few of these, the ones that sort of knock me over with our power and unity and love, but they move me to places I didn't know I could go. The global effort we are about to undergo promises to catapult all of us. This day, the subject of this blog, is different. It is not waiting for a moment, it is here now. I have decided. I have spent months in preparation and discussion and anticipation for change and magic and help. I mentioned in May that for us, for my family and myself, the money was just about gone. We could no longer feed the banksters and corrupt ones with our pennies, we needed them to pay for food and gasoline. Once you stop paying, there is a pause. Oh, the bills keep arriving but without any immediate repercussions or sense of urgency. They are easy to ignore. It changes after a bit. A sense of urgency is applied, anxiety enters. There was a time when I was anxious, then I became angry, then I began to search for solutions. To be perfectly frank, I think we were hoping for some magic someplace in there...so that we'd never have to deal with the searching part. Well, the magic did not come from the heavens. There was no "answer from above". The solutions we discovered sort of worked, for a month or so. But with no change in our ability to work or to prosper financially, they too were ineffective. Somewhere in there, the deciding commenced. This was a criminal way to live. We were not criminals. We were love. It was insanity. I have four children, a college education, a home and a cat. I am smart and have paid both income and property taxes for decades. I have not participated in any criminal activity. I write inspirational material about love and empowerment. I serve food to the homeless, deliver meds to shut ins and care to handicapped children. Yet I cannot afford to buy my son a new pair of shoes. I decided to do something. We are no longer waiting, we are doing. Our unsecured debt is being handled by a legal advocate consortium. Our mortgage by several other legal groups. This allows us to get help, using large numbers of us as a cushion to reduce our legal fees and inflate the power of our voices. We are no longer answering invasive questions or responding to telephone calls from banks. We have taken the controls back. I chose today's picture because, well, it expresses how I feel. It sums up my decision, and I hope yours as well. You are not losers or layabouts, slaves or subservient citizens. You're awesome. You're divine bits of the One Source, the battery of everything. This bill? This set back? This illness? This condition? It is temporary. You're bigger than all of it, better than what you've been told and brighter than the brightest star. This is our moment and the time for our choice. Two days ago I posted a beautiful video. It was a profound expression of what we are doing and what we have done. It was moving and empowering. It was also subsequently REMOVED. This is sad, but also great news. The effects of our choosing are being felt everywhere. When I told my partner, he replied "Awesome! Now you can get arrested!" What he meant was, people now know who we are. The love being realized is changing the planet. Here is a video which was shared by the same source that shared the first one (the Off World Source, found here: http://www.sophialove.org/conversation-with-off-world-source.html ) -- We are One. Our choice is spoken with each empowered breath. We have taken the controls of our lives and by doing so, are taking back our world. I am moved beyond words. Thank you for each encouraging whisper and every energetic blast of love. It is felt by all of us and has been heard by the heavens. In your unique fashion, in just your way, with absolute precision and perfection, you have done it. You're awesome.
You are the One we've been waiting for. There hasn’t been much to say these last few days. Not for lack of movement, but for an overwhelming need for silence. It’s as if all of my words are being used up on the inside; there are no residuals remaining for this blog. There has been a shift, and a clearing. What stands in the place of a mind compelled to “do” is a soul content to “be”. The world looks different. On a physical level I sleep deeply, dream intensely and remember little. The mental chatter has all but stopped. There were headaches for the last week or so, but they too have left me. Eating is different somehow; addictions to any particular food are gone right now. It’s not like the challenges are gone from my life, it’s that they look merely like things to take care of. They are not definitions of anyone; they are scenes in a play. All around there is evidence of a different way to approach life. I brought my car in for service and received an unexpected Reiki healing, from the shop manager, right there in the showroom…what a gift! Our children initiated some unexpected and unprecedented deep heart conversations...which if you have kids you know is beyond wonderful. Everywhere I look there is healing and renewal. The news reports won’t be the place to find evidence of this shift. It will be told in our hearts. Mine has opened more than I realized was possible. It came unexpected and was not orchestrated by my mind. Although you’ll hear and read of progress on financial and government fronts, the real answer will come from deep within you. Everywhere now, folks are rising up. We are answering the call in so many ways. Evidence surrounds us. It wasn’t long ago we were a people mentally enslaved and seemingly without choice. Our self definition has radically altered. Thanks to thousands of lightworkers and millions of people with hundreds in the headlines – we have found our voice. It is a voice holding every possible range and it speaks just one song – freedom. Unity is not something that will arrive overnight. It has been building and becoming. It is. We are One. Our realization of that truth is bringing us out of the closet. We help each other without expectation. We join hands in protest and in song. We talk out loud about our “Galactic Families”, about ending the corruption and creating joy; about the importance of love. It is not exactly as we expected; it is so much better. We are allowing ourselves to seamlessly morph into Oneness. Who else but humans could do it this way? We are experiencing the fullness of our own evolution, individually and collectively. It has all the elements of life we came here for; tension, anticipation, surprise, pain, pleasure, defeat, success and love. We did this. We are doing this right now. We are performing beyond anyone’s wildest expectations. Maybe help hasn’t arrived from the skies because we are doing just fine. Everyone is watching; it’s all good. This is happening. It is happening because we say it is. We know who we are and we are doing what it is we came to do, perfectly. We are awesome! Great job! We are the One we’ve been waiting for. In January of this year I produced a video, “Message to Off World Beings”. In April of 2012, I began a dialogue with one who is calling himself a “Guardian”. The conversation can be accessed in the comments section below the video, as it is ongoing even until today. It exists in an easier to follow format on this page from my website ("Conversation With Off World Source"): http://www.sophialove.org/conversation-with-off-world-source.html Here is the latest comment, from last night, 10.11.12: “Now the disclosure is peaking, humanity's temporal Consensus has been created. These are last ten home cycles; get ready to make Your final decision. We all are watching and listening for it, Energy vibration are high, Your consciousness is active at Unity level. You are ready to make Your final decision. Make this choice as right as possible based on all that predated You and all that will be predated by You! Peace from the Forces of One to Sophia and all who follows our answer, an answer which is not known to many, but only few, the chosen." Cobra has also released information about this date, 10.21.12, and is calling for a global meditation for the “Day of Decision”. If this resonates with you on any level, please participate. Share, copy, make a video yourself. We are the One We’ve been Waiting For!!!!!!!!!!!! The time is right now. Cobra’s video: If there was ever a time for you to join this conversation, it would be this week.
Much love, Sophia (<<<An audio version is available by clicking this photo) Love is a truth. You can throw things at it, yell at it, call it names, hide it, cover it, refuse to acknowledge it, deny it or ignore it; it will remain. Love is the foundation of each interaction, every relationship and all of life. None of this would be here if not for love. We exist in a world of form; birthed from Agape. You are the outsourcing of God’s love. The acceptance of oneness is a gradual process. As you look into your own eyes and find your inner light, you simultaneously discover the light in each other. We are ever seeking beings, pushing forward always for more. Expansion and growth are the methods of our evolution. As you begin to love truly the One that is you, you naturally notice the love that is me. Love is not an end, it is the beginning. There is no end to Agape, for the One that you are is infinite. Love yourself and set free the bonds of ownership and duty that bind your relationships. Love cannot be owned and it is not exclusive. It is a force. Love is a fierce knowing of truth; an acceptance of every dark and wonderful, passionate and violent, hideous and exquisite facet of life. To experience Agape is a fearless act. There is nothing that cannot be said or done or looked at. It is acceptance without judgment. You are here because you are a fellow Master. If there is anyone who can pull off Agape in this controlled, violent, angry and divisive world – it is you. You were chosen to do this. You have all that is required. This Quest is not for the feint of heart. This is the Ultimate Quest. Fearlessly look into the eyes of all life that is before you and love. Whatever it takes to unconditionally honor – give it willingly. There is no loss in love. You have enough for me and the rest of us as well. Contrary to what you’ve been told, love multiplies as it is shared, exponentially. If we just practice acceptance, open our eyes and see the love that surrounds us, we would be astounded. We think that it will take so much effort, when in fact our reward will be beyond description. Agape is freedom; our gift to the world comes from our very own heart. See the One that we are and love yourself without reservation. It is a simple, yet revolutionary act. You are the One we’ve been waiting for. Thank you for being here. We meet tomorrow, for the conclusion of this Quest. With so much love, ~Sophia ~ Re-post from 4.20.2012 when it was called "Paradise" ~ Someone reminded me of this one, catching and sort of re-working one of the lines. I like it ~ "Thrive anywhere. Regardless of product used, money spent or effort given, the battle seems won by the weed." So, thank you for the reminder! This is what we are meant to do. We are meant to "Thrive Anywhere". ~~~~~ A field of yellow catches my eye and I turn to enjoy the view. This little patch of dirt, squished between cement sidewalk and highway, is awash with color on this rainy spring morning. I am surprised. I drive by here every day and have never noticed. A closer look offers an answer, these are weeds. Relentless and persistent, dandelions thrive anywhere. Regardless of product used, money spent or effort given, the battle seems won by the weed. A dear friend of mine loves them and looks forward to their emergence. It does seem to be merely a preference instead of a fact that dandelions are an eyesore. You’d be hard pressed to tell the difference from a distance between a field of daffodils and a field of dandelions. One you plant, the other you pull. We have in our midst many “weeds” that are about to be pulled. They must be. Like the plant, once they gain strength in an area they choke out all other life. All resources support them. Nothing else can thrive. It is the way weeds work, in human and plant form. They know nothing else but to infiltrate and dominate. “Weeds” are not less than the rest of us. They are not supportive however and it is time to get rid of them. We can no longer thrive with them in our midst. The movie bearing that name illustrates what has been happening. This is what we are doing as a race. We are removing those that would take over and destroy the rest. It is necessary in order to continue. Hating the dandelion or getting angry at it is not productive. A clean removal of the entire plant must be accomplished. We have discovered the root and we are digging it out. We want a field of different flowers now. We want to plant them ourselves rather than being overrun. We are wildflowers, every one. We are looking now for fertile ground. Whether we find it or not depends on how we get rid of the weeds. The normal stuff isn’t working. It is time for a new plan. Twice I’ve removed persistent, giant, deeply rooted weeds. The first time I hated that weed. It had destroyed parts of my fence and numerous, expensive ornamentals that I had carefully planted. I dumped a quart of gasoline on it – in the process killing not just the weed, but everything else. It’s been years and still nothing grows there. The weed is gone, but at the expense of all life. The second weed was more of a small, ugly, relentless bush. We wrapped a chain around it and a truck pulled it out. It took effort, a group of us, planning and precision. It was taken out, roots and all, and has never returned. Flowers grow beautifully in its place. We are seeing the depths of the roots of our human “weeds”. They need to be removed, not destroyed. Respect for all of life demands that each action benefit the whole. Once these weeds are gone, we are going to need fertile ground. We are gardeners, not weed killers. Once a dandelion is removed at the root, you only need to drop it on the nearby soil, exposing the root. It can no longer grow and will naturally decompose, nourishing the ground beneath. We are being called now to proceed with wisdom to activate the love that we are. It is this love that supports all of life. We are seven billion and more powerful than the weeds. They have no choice but to yield to our decision. All of life flourishes when love dictates each movement. You have come to show the way. These “weeds” in our midst understand only dominance; divide and conquer. They require removal if really aggressive and re-education. Proceed with love. Hatred is a fruitless enterprise. Growth is paramount. Collaboration for mutual benefit is what we are here to do. You have come now to energize us all with your love and your light – to nourish this beautiful home called earth. Love in every moment. This is how we get to Paradise. We are the ones we are waiting for. It’s like someone pressed replay. In the last several weeks I’ve either heard from, or run into people whom I haven’t seen in years. The first time it was interesting. The sixth time, which was last night on a walk in the nearby park, it was sort of mind blowing. It’s like a weird sort of family reunion, only it feels more like a review than a visit. I am bumping into everyone who’s played some role in my life, however brief; sort of re-living who I was then, and then, and then, and then… Parts of me I had forgotten are once again saying hello. Not all of these are welcome guests. I’ve worked very hard to extricate them and thought I’d never see them again. I was wrong. I may need a twelve step program; Addictions Anonymous. What is an addiction? It is something that seems to take over and recur without thought. You become a slave to this impulsive thought, behavior, food, drug or drink. Consciousness means perhaps we can identify them now, it does not mean they are gone. As we become more aware, all of who we’ve ever been is checking in. “Are you sure?” “Shouldn’t you be afraid?” “Who do you think you are anyway?” “Stop all this, it’s too weird!” Our habits of fear and low self esteem are staring us down – daring us to ignore them. They are like any worthy addiction and will not be denied. The way to deal with these challenges is to love them. This is the only thing that seems to work. It takes the wind out of their sails. Then it is just a matter of persistence. Absorption, not resistance, will see us through. We’re wired to be addicted here. It’s what keeps us focused on this solid 3D life we are in. It’s time for some new addictions – success, happiness, love, abundance, fun. They may not be our habitual thoughts today, but with practice they could be. Practice for the next dimension. We tend to gloss over the good stuff – from now on, don’t. Feel it and celebrate it. Allow it to grow in your heart, experience how it feels in your body. You’ll inevitably want more. This is conscious creation, and the best antidote for self abusive addictions. When an old self destructive version of you shows up, gently tell him to take a seat. Then see yourself as you want to be; strong, shining, powerful and loving – standing right there. With a warm hug and a gentle goodbye, let the seated version of you go. When I do this, she sort of dissolves by becoming pixilated and I absorb her. She is me, and I love her. It’s okay. I know who I am now. I am love. We are here now to release the bonds of density and slavery. We have come to embody freedom, while we demonstrate truth. We are not our addictions, our habits or our past. We are powerful beings of light, here to show how this is done. Tenacious and fearless, we will love ourselves beyond all reason. There is nothing in society that tells us we should. The rules we have memorized outline only why we shouldn’t. We are changing the rules right now, denying every self-defeating impulse and loving ourselves. We are doing this. We are the One we’ve been waiting for. As a solution to several requests, what follows is the note from the Love Quest, which is a Face Book event. These will continue until 8.27.2012. I sort of planned to explore today what oneness isn’t. I think that it is easy to talk virtually about love and light and unity and then blame your boss or carry anger for what your ex-lover “did”. In perfect synchronicity, my everyday life has been swimming in duality. Actually, if it wasn’t for the Quest and all of you, I’d be drowning. This has turned out to be more than I bargained for! In no uncertain terms, I am dealing with duality. These Quests began in the Spring of 2011 and were never intended to continue past the first one. It was suggested as a way to explore in “real time” with each other what it means to love yourself. I was a different woman then and walked around with a large wad of blame in my pocket. After the first Quest, we all wanted more and here we are today, with monthly journeys and no end in sight. The fact that Face Book shut down the first account hardly seems to matter. Love prevails! But what is not love? It seems to be cropping up everywhere I look this week. The whole notion of “what you believe is what you create” makes little sense if you are thinking about illness and poverty and physical harm. Yet, the law of attraction exists. So what’s the deal? Today I find myself dealing with issues of health and money and watching highly evolved people whom I love deeply doing the same. It all comes down to self loathing. It has to stop. We’ve all watched “The Secret” and “What the Bleep” and read Neale Donald Walsch and Abraham Hicks and heard Mike Dooley and many others. We actually do know how this works. We’ve been inundated with teachers because the programming runs so deep. We’ve learned well, it is the un-learning that will set us free. There are two thoughts that separate and isolate us. One is that we are somehow “different”. Two is that “No one would understand”. Both are false. A few years back I attended a seminar and the scariest part was this: you stood up and told the group, 100+ people, the worst secret you could muster up about yourself. I was terrified. As I listened and then took my turn I realized that appearances reveal nothing and second of all my worst was pretty much status quo. We’ve all been there. We’ve all done “worse” and we all deserve love in spite of it. Duality is screaming to get our attention! Who are you? Are you someone who hates? Are you someone who loves? Do you buy all this love and light jazz or are you convinced it is the physical you that is real? We are being asked to choose. Believing in the love that you are is the ultimate statement of truth, of faith. Whatever is showing up for you right now – debt, fear, illness, anger, hatred or loss of any kind is merely a test. It cannot be ignored, and it is multiple choice. It is not pass/fail; there are many ways to complete it successfully. Within you is the right answer, the one that suits your heart. You know what to do. You came for this. Remember. Your spiritual evolution will continue in the most perfect fashion, following whichever blueprint you construct right now. It is my deepest belief that tells me you are love. We are not different from each other at all, and you would understand. It is faith that will see us through. Faith in love or light or God or Source or whatever term you use. Faith in something beyond what these eyes are seeing. You are not your body. You are not your stuff. You are divinity; an intricate piece of the fabric of life, woven into oneness. You have done more than read these words today; you have possibly saved a soul. As I turn on and shine my own light, I illuminate those within my world and there is no telling how far this light now reaches. For darkness is only eradicated with light; with you. Take care of your issues that show up today, completely and with a strong heart. Yet do not embody them. For they do not define you, love does. We are so much more than we know. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. With so much gratitude, I will see you tomorrow, Sophia Marching along the green grass before me is the gaggle of geese, the lame one hopping and fluttering in their midst, while that huge white bird dives again and again into the water, beneath the hawk circling high overhead – it’s dinnertime on my last day here. It’s as if they’ve all shown up to say goodbye. Next week school begins. I will miss this beautiful lake, tucked in between the suburbs. Minnow buckets and fishing poles remind me from where I came. This is a part of me I’ll keep. We are being asked to let go. As I sit here I wonder if there is something else I should be doing, because frankly I don’t get it. The advent of school begins a four month countdown until 12.21.12. Four months! We’ve finished 2/3 of this pivotal year. Is it possible there is something I missed? It feels right in front of me, yet not. An hour has passed since I got to the lake today. How can that be? Did I fall asleep? I’m consistently tired, and yet there are times I can’t sleep at all. My internal motor turned on again today and now I am humming. There are sparkles of energy shooting up and down my limbs. I read about the necessity of chakra activations and third eye openings and I don’t connect with any of it. What’s happening for me is organic and without a name. I feel it yet I have no words to adequately define it. I cannot in good conscience tell you what you will experience or how. I can only tell you to trust that you will. These definitions and deadlines and processes we are reading about are all subjective. I’m coming to disbelieve in dates. Now, I have children and obligations so I must therefore pay attention to the calendar and the clock, but it is a challenge. As we move toward Oneness I find each definition and name more divisive than helpful. If this process is anything at all it is internal. I guess I am letting go – releasing my stranglehold on perfection and blame. That’s not to say it’s gone – lately I notice opinions in every corner of my psyche. It would seem my ego is not happy about the idea of moving on – she has filled my head with doubt and judgment. Homemade bread, peach cobbler and a rich stew fill my house with delicious aromas – I cook when I feel uncertain. Something about the smell and sight of freshly prepared food settles me. Perhaps I’m looking for home. This accelerated passage of time creates a sense of being late to the party. It’s illusory – there will come a moment of “no time” to make and “no other” to judge. I can feel this happening already. We chose this. When the energy of ascension or whatever you are calling it overwhelms you, remember this was a ride you stood in line a long time to get on. It’s an amazing trip, one you’ll never forget. This lake and these birds are part of the landscape and forever imprinted on my mind. I am so grateful for them. Another hour has passed. The birds here have settled in for the night and I will do the same soon. With all the symptoms, energies and changes – we are human; sparks of divinity poking at us from the inside, faster and faster now, just itching to be free. Maybe it’s not time that’s moving faster. Perhaps it’s us. We’ve waited for so long for this freedom to be ours and we can sense it getting closer. These symptoms are nothing more than us – straining at the bonds of density, pulling us up towards the light that we are. We are the ones we are waiting for. |
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