did my negative energy break my laptop?

Question

My laptop suffered a breakdown last week As a matteroffact it has been suffering several breakdown s due to virus attacks. (I write a lot of spiritual stuff as well as politics & much about upliftment, etc)
I ask: Did my laptop suffer a break down due to my any negative energy I was packing around; energy that might have gotten in the way and somehow caused the shut down of my computer's capability to send email attachments?

Or was it that dark side knows how to create such havoc, and it did so in order to stop me from sending the document?

Interesting question. Perhaps it works both ways... or in conjunction; meaning that dark side comes into play at a moment when I am in a downward spiral and susceptible, then dark side, using my negativity, applies a layer of negativity to that which works with mine and wham, bam, the deed is done.

Dear One, what can you say about this matter

Love & blessings

Hello and thanks for this great question. The answer could take a bit, so grab a cup of coffee! Everything in our day is allowed to be there because we have opened the door for it to enter. This is not the same as saying you broke your lap top or there aren't forces around intent on wreaking havoc; you didn't and there are.

We reside on earth, in 3D, with all the natural and man made systems operating in concert with us. Once, a dear friend of mine was in the mountains and decided to create a rainbow. Rather quickly, one appeared as if at his command. In telling the story he said “Yeah, but it had rained the night before and there was moisture in the air, so it wasn't really me.” But of course there had to be moisture for a rainbow! We use what surrounds us to create our world, rainbows and broken lap tops included.

We are creation magnets, creating consciously and unconsciously, with explicit intent or internal fear or feelings of pleasure. The power we hold here is precise and consistent. If in your work you harbor some sort of conflict (perhaps in your political work) you will attract some version of that to you. It could manifest as a cold or an argument or traffic or a virus attack on your laptop. That said, your laptop had to be “ready” to break, timing is everything, (remember the rainbow?). There is not a perfect answer as you have already surmised... we are participants in all that surrounds us.

It is not a magical sort of thing really and no blame is appropriate, it is the natural response of energy to energy...your laptop runs on energy, you do too and what you emit will effect any machine you are using. There are times in my home when one of us will tell the other of us to “step away from the computer” because their energy is just screwing everything up and nothing will work. Someone else can sit down and it works just fine.

Having said that, there is another thing to consider about the “dark side creating havoc”... there are those who feed on our negative energy and in fact once they sense it, will hang around for more, creating a sort of vicious circle of anxiety/trouble/anger/negativity, which is an “all you can eat buffet” for them. Once in it, it can be difficult to recognize. Consciousness demands vigilance and without blame a ready response to what isn't working.

Once you see what's broken, fix it and move on, you know? It is all energy and malleable. Your last paragraph is a nice summary, except that sometimes a broken laptop is just a broken laptop – no other forces are necessary, we do just fine on our own.

I can't tell you how many appliances have needed repair as I negotiate this energy of mine! It isn't helpful to “pass the buck” once it happens, in my experience. What helps is getting to the root of the emotion and releasing/absorbing and moving into clarity once again. (and hiring a good handyman ;)

It is such a process! Nice that sometimes our machines can be the mirrors for us rather than our relationships!

Much love and success with your work,

Sophia