This is a Quest for truth. Truth simply is. You are love. This you have heard many times. This Quest seeks understanding. We are looking to realize truth within. Agape is unconditional self love. We are headed for love without requirement.
Using the word unconditional to further define love is sort of like using the word feline to further define cat. Love is unconditional. If your feelings change because conditions do, then what you thought was love – wasn’t.
We love each other. Sometimes the connection of love is physical, sometimes it’s emotional, sometimes it is mental and other times spiritual. It’s not all or nothing; it may very well manifest as only one expression in this 3D life. You may be wildly aroused by each other physically and have not much to talk about. That does not invalidate the love connection. You may share a deeply transformative spiritual moment with someone with whom you have nothing else in common. One or more than one expression of love connection can be present in any relationship, and none of them invalidate each other.
In a general sense, we all love each other. Love is what we are and what we do. In a specific sense, we choose our partners in business, romance and friendship according to where and how strongly that love connection is expressed. There is no quantifier for love; it is not more here and less there. It is merely expressed differently, and felt in varying degrees, places and ways. I love you. I do not love you less because I can’t see you.
Heartache arises when we were hoping for absolute connection on all fronts and thought we’d found it. Relationships, with or without deep connections, are agreements. They begin, continue, and at some point, end. Both parties have to want to play.
Our Quest is about the most intimate relationship you’ll ever have. This connection is guaranteed to be physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. When you awaken to the love of self, there are no disappointments. No unmet expectations. No surprises. No secrets. No change of heart.
Within you is the best friend you long for, the lover you dream of, the wise teacher you seek and the most fun playmate ever. Once you discover agape, you’ll find deep satisfaction in all relationships. No longer will you be looking for them to be anything specific or to fill any unmet need – they can simply BE whatever it is they are. You will BE also – without judgment or requirement.
Freedom feels like this. Our Quest is for nothing less. Understand that the physical manifestation of our freedom being expressed in the world right now, the OPPT (One People’s Public Trust), is doing so because of us.
Our world will always be the physical expression of who we are within. No longer are we slaves to judgment and obedience and requirement and debt of any kind. We are realizing agape. There is no one who can take this journey for you and we are taking it as ONE.
Some of us are focused on how love is expressed in institutions, others of us on how it is felt within. Yet it is all One and the Global Manifestation of One is Freedom.
Freedom is synonymous with love, regardless of expression. Our most jubilant moments have happened in utter abandon. This is where our Quest is headed. Once we arrive, our entire world will out play our joy and self love becomes One Universal Expression of Agape!
It promises to be exquisite and incredible and beyond what we’ve ever experienced. This is why we are here.
We are the One we’ve been waiting for.
See you tomorrow,
Song fills the air: “Let me love you, until you learn to love yourself…” Suitable background for our Quest; life can’t help but present for us the perfect amplifier of our deepest beliefs.
More than halfway now on our journey for acceptance, we face the obstacle that waits for us all – doubt. It exists in seven billion forms, each the same at their core – fear. What is our deepest fear? That we are not good enough. In some imagined way, we come up short.
Our aim is fearlessness. What would you do today if you were fearless? What would you wear? How would you prioritize? What would your answers be? How far would your imagination take you? Where would you go? For that is the life that awaits you.
As we proceed, and “get” that we are good enough, thoughts emerge. Thoughts of greatness, success, love, beauty, joy. These ideas feel good. That is the point. Nothing is more important than that you feel good. Your feelings tell you what it is you are in the midst of creating. They are your happiness signal; your success indicator.
Allow and encourage everything that brings a smile. Say yes. Guilt will fade away as you feel better, better, and better still. There is this part in the movie “Hook” (video clip below, start at about 6 minutes) with Robin Williams as Peter Panning, talking to his son Jake. Jake is playing around and Robin says “Stop acting like a child!” With his eyes twinkling, Jake smiles, laughs and replies “I AM a child!” Act like a child before society taught you fear of reprisal. Just DO love.
Let this be your mantra. As a being of limitless potential – allow yourself to BE. DO what it is you came to DO – Love.
For there has been none before you and there will be none after that can love as you do. You’ve arrived now because your unique expression of divinity is necessary in our world. We need what you have – there is no one else who can supply it. Trust that small voice within. It is fearless. Know that you are loved. You are.
Without condition or exception, love yourself. This is how you are loved by Source; ridiculously, with wild abandon and without limit. Feel that love run through you and know that YOU are the one we’ve been waiting for.
See you tomorrow!
It is our fourth day and we are right in the midst of the Quest. What can we do to guarantee success? We can love.
Agape is unknown territory. Solitary bliss without a mind altering substance is not “normal”. Agape, once discovered, offers accelerated joy, constant peace and a state of equilibrium. You cannot “rattle” a Master. All is happiness.
There is untapped potential within. You are a force. Access your power with love. Check out your smile, that unique stride you have, your laugh. Appreciate your sense of humor. Give yourself a hug.
As we do these things, and gradually accept our individual wonder – we find Oneness. We will be filled with wonder at the brilliance in each other. We will be “wonder – full”.
We are each others reflection. This world is illusion – a fun house at a carnival – a house of mirrors. Look around and you’ll see evidence of what beliefs you are holding on to. What do you see?
As we re-birth this new age, walls, structures and institutions are crumbling; belief systems turn out to be intentionally fraudulent. All conversation and contract is some form of manipulation. This has been our environment, our field of awareness, the backdrop of our reality.
It’s neither good nor bad, it just was, it just is and it’s in the process of changing. As it does, you discover its all part of the same Quest we are on. You see, there are very few absolute truths and we are on this journey to find one of them. Once found, it cannot be lost; you carry it with you always. Agape is your very core.
You are an outsourcing of God, or whatever you call Prime Creator. As drops of water are the Ocean, you are Divine. Every attribute you hold has its origin in One. Every attribute you hold is sacred.
We must move into loving every part of ourselves, as One, before we can move beyond. Beyond we discover love for every other, as One. It is from there we come to truth – there is no other – all is One.
We are transforming and our very language becomes a challenge. Names are separators and become unnecessary when we recognize alternate expressions of truth by their very essence.
We are on a path to truth; Oneness. Agape sounds different than we expected; we’ve never lived here. Stay open, your heart is jubilant and itching to rejoice. You are a thought and can go anywhere! Choose places of your deepest longing, without regard to should or can’t. You are magnificent and full of wonder. Allow yourself to fly beyond restrictions of self doubt. We are watching, learning and seeing ourselves in your flight. Thank you for being here and for sharing your journey!
You are the One we’ve been waiting for.
I love you!
See you tomorrow,
Welcome to the 3rd day on our Quest!
You are love in human form, here at the helm, to usher in this package of prosperity. What is going on now with the introduction of TOPPT to humanity is the beginning of the realization that in fact there are no longer chains in place to hold and enslave you. You are free. Yet like the elephant who replaces the chain when her keeper doesn’t, you feel strange and uncomfortable and so conduct yourself in a way that assures the chain stays put.
Until we let go of the need for the chain, we will continue to do just that. We do not need the chain. The chain exists in many disguises – religion, government, rules, fear, distrust, laws, debt, and ownership. The very idea the God requires a piece of paper or a number – a registration if you will, is preposterous.
You do not have specific rights because of where your feet are placed on the planet, how many coins you have, what label you go by or what sexual organs you have. What this is about – is truth. You have all rights simply because you are.
In our human form and in our tender beginnings as a free and sovereign race – words, rights and documents are necessary. This is true largely because they have been the tools of our enslavement in the past. These TOPPT documents have begun a process of realization, acceptance and announcement – we are free.
There is deep resonance inherent in the idea that power does not need to be declared or granted, it merely is. By being so, it is then evident; recognized by all.
Yet we are a young race and have yet to experience freedom in physical form. We don’t know what it looks like. We are on a learning curve.
When there is a place to go and it is a place we have never been, it is a bit “nervousing” as my son used to say. We are unsure of the territory, the language, the culture. We may not have the answers right away; yet they exist. We are building a framework in which they can be expressed and translated, understood and enjoyed.
It is not by accident that our first Quest in this year of Transformation and Rebirth coincides with the announcement of TOPPT. We have stepped now deeply into the truth of who we are. As we do, legal means arise for us to declare and be the sovereign beings that we are.
We have held on to the idea that a new world exists and have been looking for evidence of it. Perhaps we’ve expected its introduction to come from an off world source, a God or a government. In fact – it has. As sovereign beings we are all of the above. In order to know yourself capable of being your own keeper and holder of truth – you must be clear on who you are.
You are love – divinity on two legs. We’ve been leading ourselves down this road for some time – one that holds no blame or judgment or other. This road to Agape is not just about feeling better. It is about BEing. We are ONE.
Being all that you are demands first – awareness. Know yourself as love. Be the Creator God that you are. Stand in the fullness of truth and just BE. Be your wildest imaginings of yourself. Be free. As a being unencumbered with guilt, judgment or self-hatred – you will gift freedom to all you gaze upon. We are ONE.
The joy we feel when we are held in the clear gaze of a very young child deeply satisfies. Pure love does that. There is nothing else that holds value across time, space and dimensions; regardless of the market or amount. Love cannot be quantified.
Agape is pure love and we are born as exquisitely wrapped packages of it – packages of prosperity. Layers of shame and subservience cover yet do not diminish our worth. Nothing can. It is up to us to remember, to remove the layers and BE – unafraid, unencumbered and free. We are brilliant beings of light here to demonstrate that truth.
We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.
See you tomorrow,
We are further along on our Quest for Agape. It is different than before. Last year as we journeyed there was a definite date, a marker, a moment that may have meant our journey has been completed. With that day over, now what?
We like things in nice, neat packages. We can wrap our head around them when they are presented that way. This is not that sort of Quest. It ends in 6 days here, yet there is a depth and there are layers – each journey uncovers just a little bit more.
We cannot know the expansive and glorious intent of Source without an open and free heart. We must be willing to risk everything to discover the plan.
You are so much more than you know. These bodies, jobs, chores and lives are just vehicles for exploration – they are not answers. Answers are found beyond them. You must be willing to step into discomfort. Once you are there, with every sense tingling, your eyes will open wide. Images, ideas, thoughts and feelings enter then – all of them new. Do not be afraid.
This is a journey of the heart, the most intelligent and powerful organ you have. It would not lead you astray. It knows where agape resides. It is found in you.
Dare to imagine yourself, naked and new before your eyes – bathed in nothing but love. See every inch, know every thought, remember every deed – and be. Just love. There is no place else to look, no one to hide from, nothing to hide. It is you – just as you decided to show up. Perfect.
The answers exist or there would be no questions. For you are love – snippets of Source in human suits. “What you don’t have, you don’t need.” You know the solution before the problem is given voice. Just listen. In the quiet you will find what you seek. The wisdom, the teacher, the guide – is you.
The holidays are over yet the most extraordinary package remains. It holds boundless love and looks like complete acceptance. Open it. You are the one you are waiting for.
See you tomorrow.
Welcome to the beginning. We are here by choice. It is no accident you are reading these words.. You’ve been hearing them whispered for so long now, just beyond audible. Maybe you’ll recall them here.
What is it you are straining to hear? Truth. You’ll know it when it arrives. For so very long now we’ve looked at oneness as if it has something to do with the other. Yet all is One. The “other” is not possible. It was always about you.
Oneness means there is nothing outside of you. Empathy and compassion are just the tip of the iceberg – they still focus outside of you. Oneness begins within. Integration is where we are headed.
You must start by loving yourself; one day you’ll realize there has never been anyone else. January is a month of new beginnings and fresh starts with resolutions and determination. Perhaps we can love what is here now rather than plan to love what is coming.
You don’t need fixing. You stand whole and perfect and you still are. You were born knowing you were flawless, a diamond in the rough. Around puberty, you forgot. It is then the sleeping began.
Last year was the start of our awakening. Conscious now, we notice more. Contrast is everywhere – good, bad, happy, sad, blissful, angry, peace, conflict. That’s why we stayed. We don’t want to miss a thing. If you thought 2012 was action packed, just wait. 2013 will deliver on the promises made last year.
You may still be drowsy. Some of us leap out of bed in the morning and some of us limp. In college I was awarded, more than once, the “bear in the morning” award. I guess you could say I’m a limper, not a leaper. Either way works. Eventually, full consciousness creeps in.
When it does, and when clear focus returns and you notice every “flaw”, remember where beauty is found. It is found in the eyes of the beholder. Those eyes are yours. You are a mess of “imperfections”. Look with wide open eyes and grin for each is your gift, leading you home. That’s why you discovered them just now. Home is where you are headed. Home is in your heart and it is there the real treasure is found. It is there where agape waits.
You are the One you are waiting for.
See you tomorrow.
We used to live in a small town in the country, encased in corn fields. It had a grocery store, a pizza place, loads of churches and not much else. One day, as the family was driving through town, our 9 year old said “I didn’t know we had a lake!” Surprised, we followed his gaze. It was a bright spring afternoon. He was looking at a used car lot, with the sun reflecting off hundreds of highly polished cars. It was then we knew. He needed glasses.
Clear vision has its pros and cons. The image of a sparkling lake is vastly more pleasing than that of a parking lot. Both exist. In order to reach that pristine setting you most likely need one of those automobiles.
The shape and color of a piece of glass or plastic changes everything. Yet which is true? Preferring a rose tinted world has led to a sort of shock. The world can look rosy without glasses. Until December 21st, 2012 this was not understood. It is now.
What alters my world view is not corrective lenses; it is not anything outside of me. I’ve been holding my shattered glasses, looking for someone to fix them. There may be someone out there who can, but once they’re broken chances are they’ll break again. What’s needed now is Lasik.
It is time to see clearly and with absolute conviction apply whatever tint seems appropriate. The gift of this moment is clarity. There are beautiful lakes and shiny cars everywhere. We have only to choose where to focus.
It’s not what we are looking through that creates the hue, it’s what we are looking from – we start within. We can correct our vision only temporarily with glasses. A permanent fix happens from the inside. All truth springs from self. It is your deepest core that yearns for expression and hungers for love. Freedom is the answer and it is found in agape.
On 1.11.13 we will begin a Quest for love, self love. Agape is spiritual Lasik. A side effect is empowerment. It results in peace. Further check ups are not necessary; nothing can alter the vision of a Master. A Master knows only truth. An unchangeable force is what you are. You are love.
You are the One you’ve been waiting for.
How perfect that on this day when I struggled to come out of my introspection to speak, our Aussie angel voices these feelings... enjoy.
The Balance of Beachdwelling and Wavelistening
Soft crashes of symbols etch meaning into the papyrus paper of our heartscrolls.
Sign language. Choreography.
Is it worth being aware of what's below the surface and meditating on the sound of the surf,
We're beachdwellers, and god's water washes our shores
in an omnipresent backdrop of sound,
sibilantly hissing in the language of the soul.
Similar to a sunrise
or the sudden emptiness of a lifeless body,
it doesn't mean something in any of the ways we might think it does.
Our lives are played out amidst this perpetual aural presence of truth,
a truth well beyond the most limber contortions of the most flexible minds.
It's a choosable thing, to what degree
we consciously contemplate incomprehensible compositions.
We can go about our lives without considering these vibrations,
trusting that whatever song the waves are singing
will carry us across the water when it's our time to go
or we can turn our attention towards these undecipherable divine orchestrations now,
amidst our busy beachdwelling lives.
Those who choose to tune in need to learn how to listen,
most especially the many children who have come of age in cookiecutter classrooms,
disconnected from the wisdom of our ancestors.
Our foremothers knew how to not make sense of our womblike soundscape
but many of today's curriculums were designed by people with gargantuan, cube-shaped minds,
so most modern schools insist of making straight lines and sense out of everything.
Yesterday's people knew well what it's up to us to remember:
if you try to listen to love that way,
it will drive you mad.
Beyond archetypes, riddles, enigmas, and even poetry,
the voice of the blood spiraling through the veins of our universal body
speaks to us in no language.
A recollection of forgotten wisdom
will allow today's listeners to lean towards the waves once again.
Ancestral instincts will save our sanity
if we would strive to balance the roles of beachdweller and wavelistener,
if we would seek to hear the sirensong of those soft symbol crashes
without being swept away from those we love,
if we desire to simultaneously reside in that space beyond mind
yet still go to work and have a chat around the water-cooler.
Were our ancestors still around,
an unbroken chain of tutelage would allow us to tap in and walk the delicate tightrope
but the tradition of sitting at the feet our our elders has,
for so many families,
Fortunately, the original source of inspiration still exists untarnished.
Our task today is perhaps less simple than it was for those in ages past,
for while the whispers instructing us on how to listen to the sound of the surf
(whispers which (thankfully) are themselves intelligible)
have never stopped murmuring out their hushed instructions
the sounds of our communal life on the beach have gotten louder and louder,
practically drowning the whispers out.
We still find ourselves surrounded by the sound of the surf,
for that is the soundscape in which we exist
and no amount of manmade noise, no matter how loud,
could ever overpower creation itself.
But with the loss of the voice of our ancestors
the whispers guiding us on how to listen
have become barely discernible,
so that many who might be inclined to become the wavelisteners of today
have no idea how to begin
and end up struggling to tune out
those wavesounds which seem to make no sense.
So: a less simple task, given the escalating crescendo of our busy beachdwelling lives,
which means the well-earned reward
of rediscovering the whispers
which will teach us how to listen
will taste that much sweeter.
The original stream of inspiration from which our ancestors
drew cupfulls of wisdom and drank,
the calm stream whose source is the great
wavesinging surfsounding unintelligible ocean of god itself,
the peaceful stream whose clean waters were taken in by the bodies
of those who gave birth to those who gave birth to those who gave birth to us,
the stream which has given rise to the wisdom
which has guided generation after generation
as they learned to walk in two worlds,
the stream which has the power to teach humanity
how to be both beachdwellers and wavelisteners...
this stream still flows in the same place it always has.
"If you do it right, you'll love where you are..."
On this first weekend of 2013 lets look forward to the journey we didn't even know we were on.
The one that takes us home.
Happy weekend everyone. Next week we get back to it, with schedules and resolutions and life!
Please join me on my love quest once again, we begin on January 11, 2013, right here.
Enjoy this beautiful song. You are the one we've been waiting for.
Today's blog come from someone who seems to just BE, without the influence of ego and expectation. What follows is a note I received yesterday from Inelia Benz, at Ascension101.com.
The videos that follow are two of my favorites!
My position on December 2012 was never popular, and I got a lot flack for it.
"I'm going to buy popcorn and watch the proceedings"
"I'll be Christmas shopping"
"Nothing is going to happen"
"We still have a possibility of dramatic change, but Gaia doesn't want it, nor does the collective"
To tell you the truth, and as I stated before, this seeing was not popular with me either. I really, really wanted to wake up on the first day of 2013 to find that all wars had been cancelled, poverty eliminated, the pharmaceuticals removed from the business world, chemtrails gone... and on and on.
This seeing is not new, since I answered the call from Source to become public in 2010, I set up my page to read "Personal and Global Ascension 2012-2017".
These years are the ones that we, as a human collective, are set to raise our own and the species vibration enough to reach critical mass, the hundred's monkey effect. In 2017, it will no longer be necessary to "spread the word", because everyone on the planet will have it accessible in a moment's thought. After that, it will take about 2 and a half generations to fully integrate the New Paradigm.
Yeah, 2 1/2 generations is also not a popular seeing by me either.
There are many, many people around the planet who have had an enormous boost and expansion of awareness this past December, and this is good! Now they are ready to start the work of becoming custodians of the planet.
Many felt absolutely nothing. And of these, many are now disappointed, feel conned and wonder how come there are wars still happening on the planet.
This is a sign that that person has not left, and never had left, the victim/aggressor/savior/martyr cycle. They expected something external, and also for the species to get on with it.
The media is going crazy spreading this feeling of disappointment, spreading fear, and trying to force dis-empowering laws to pass as quickly as possible.
So, what can we do? What is next? How can we move things along?
First of all, realize that the New Paradigm, the 5th Dimension, or whatever we name it, is not a location (either in time or space), but it is a creation that begins inside each of us.
We raise our personal vibration, we process all negativity, we infuse our reality and our bodies with our Essential Energy, Source Light/Love.
NOW is when the work begins. Now that there are no more instant gratification dates for us to be distracted with, we can start creating what we really want to experience on this beautiful planetary being, Plant Earth.
If you are tired, and I am, take a few days off. Just disconnect from the internet, emails, newscasts, and go off for a few days into the wilderness. Breathe, reconnect with the good stuff, Gaia. Everything else is just an illusion of confusion. And then connect with five people who you consider to have a very high vibration. Whether you connect with them via their books, blogs, retreats, or know them personally, make them your five top relationships on the planet.
The five people we connect most with in daily life, are the ones we shape our reality with.