The Bull in the China Shop
It is raining here. All morning we could feel the skies rumble with this approaching storm. The house shook and our cat moaned. It was dark and we could not see the clouds move in. But we knew. When it broke at daybreak, we all relaxed. The cat curled up and finally slept, calm again. We all settled comfortably in to another day of familiar.
Most days now feel anything but routine. There are spaceships in our skies, brutality from our police force, criminals in our banks, corruption in our government and discomforts in our bodies. We cannot necessarily see the approaching changes, but we know something is coming. We look forward to the day when we once again, can settle in to the familiar.
Yet it is not so much the familiar that we are yearning for, but the wonderful. It is from that state we have come and it is to there that we are trying to return.
You know the way, and once you arrive it will feel like home. Not, perhaps, the home of your very human childhood, but the home waiting for you in the state of wonderful. You will get there with love.
When searching fearlessly within, you discover your truth. You are more than a man or woman, brother or sister, father or mother, sister or brother, doctor, teacher, librarian, student, lawyer, electrician or business owner. You are beyond beautiful and greater than any championship. These human roles are costumes; what’s real is beneath the mask. You are so much more than you pretend to be.
You are love, and by agape you will enter the state of wonderful. It is not boastful or arrogant or sinful or selfish to adore yourself – it is necessary. You have come from a seemingly distant land and willingly immersed yourself in a place that has no facility to recognize your gift. Like a bull in a china shop, it’s been mostly a disaster. Put that same bull in the ring, and all who see him appreciate his beauty, strength and magnificence.
We are sensing now our time to enter the ring. With anticipation we are waiting for our turn to run – brilliant and free. We can feel it, although it is still not visible to our physical eyes.
Feel the fullness of your own truth. You hold all the answers, you know the right moves; you spring from source energy. Ego is not what we’ve been told; ego is not when you are feeling and proclaiming your greatness - ego doubts your own divinity.
You are lesser than none. You belong in the state of wonderful and when you’ve momentarily been there; your joy is validation of that truth.
This anticipation and sense of “something coming” feels intense. It is so radically different than anything we have known while here on earth. We are quivering with readiness, smiling on the inside and oh so much more than eager. We can’t wait.
We don’t have to. With agape we’ll find our way home. As we trust, relax, forgive and tenderly guide our fragile ego, we discover the path was always right here. It is our heart.
"You Shall Not Pass!"
Yesterday, I experienced a moment of “really?” It happened while reading the latest message outlining catastrophic earth changes for the planet this year. For a moment or six, I forgot how this works, and believed the “rubber suit” was real.
Remember the earliest of monster movies? The ones where, if you wanted to step into the action, you had to forcibly suspend your disbelief in the reality of the creature – EVEN THOUGH YOU COULD SEE THE ZIPPER ON HIS COSTUME? For the full experience, you’ve got to buy the “rubber suit”.
It’s not that yesterday’s messenger was unreal. It’s that reality is subjective. Reality depends on what you expect. Reality for each of us is created by each of us. WE ARE THAT POWERFUL.
This 3D world is mesmerizing, overwhelming, thrilling and yummy. It is easy to forget who made it that way. It was, and is, us.
We are the most powerful beings in our world. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS CREATING YOUR LIFE. The reason we’ve become so popular with the celestial and galactic beings is because of our power. We are doing a really cool thing here, and we are doing it together; without even knowing it.
THEY ARE WATCHING US. It is not the other way around, although it seems that way. We are listening to them and upon doing so, often attribute power and prophecy to their words. Their words are prophetic only if enough of us focus on them, believe them and expect them to happen. This is the way creation works and we are the creators here. We are the only creators here. Everyone else is here to watch.
We are fragments of divinity, emissions from Source, holding within us right now all that is required for the world and life of our dreams. We’ve just forgotten.
How about this? How about we see a world that doesn’t crack like an egg? Let’s envision ascension without destruction. Nostradamus and every other prophet are merely reporting possibilities. This is our dream. Let’s dream it our way.
The power to do so is in our hands. If you’ve seen “The Lord of the Rings” trilogy, there is a moment when Gandalf sticks his stick in the sand and declares, “You shall not pass!” This is a creation moment. We can do the same, right now.
The predictions and announcements are only getting louder and more authoritative. Creation does not require volume or a stick for that matter, it requires belief.
Believe in the power you hold. The illuminati, cabal and other would be controllers of this world understand our power. This is the reason for their manipulation of our rights, laws, money, education and media. We are on to the games now and it is time to play our way.
Believe the world you wish to see. December 22, 2012 is a Saturday. Where would you like to be? What would you like to be doing? Who would you like to be doing it with? Hold that vision and only that vision, in your heart and mind. See a world that is whole, green, blue and beautiful beyond measure. It will be as we believe it to be. Creation occurs every moment – it is the outcome we truly believe, the result of our expectations.
As a rule, I don’t blog on Saturdays. I will make an exception on December 22, 2012. I see myself smiling, a cup of tea on my desk, typing the title to the piece – “Well Done!”
We can do this. This is why we are here now. We are the ones we are waiting for.
The "Closet Ascender"
We are becoming more than we’ve imagined ourselves to be. It is not so much that we are changing; the potential has been here always. We just didn’t know. We know now.
It’s all I think about and yet, not something I speak of often, if at all. There are a few of us that can speak to it, yet most of my talk of ascension and transformation happens right here. I wonder how may “closet ascenders” there are amongst the people in my daily life.
Sometimes, when on a street or in a store, I look around and think “Does he know?” “Is she waiting for the spaceships to land?” “Are they participating in a group channeling session later?” Mostly, I think not. It feels as if I reside in two very different worlds.
In this one I am an infinite being, poised to usher in this incredible new age for humanity. It is exciting, fulfilling and sort of wild. I am part of the greatest show in the galaxy.
In that one I am a mom in the U.S. suburbs who just took her cat in to be groomed and went to the grocery store and made a doctors appointment for her son. I love this life I have created, yet it is feeling surreal. No longer is it my only focus.
We’ve all heard the prophecies and channeled messages, telling us “soon”. This is because we have not yet combined both lives into one life. Until we merge ascension and galactic citizenship with cooking and car repairs, it won’t happen.
This shift is one we are taking together. It is gradual because we are all getting used to the idea and our memories are associative, this is how we learn and proceed. We need to acclimate. We are the showers of the way and if we aren’t showing, the way is not yet realized. Currently we are speaking mostly to ourselves. It is wonderful and supportive; we are bolstering ourselves up.
We have to come out of the closet. It feels time now to take this knowledge to the streets. The mainstream media is not going to clearly or accurately announce what is happening. We who know have read and heard everything we can get our hands on for some time now – we are better equipped than they are.
This could mean anything – talk to your mom, mention it to your sister or brother, your friend, your hairdresser, or your child. Each of us can throw a pebble in this pond and the ripples will bring awareness.
It is our expectations that create our beliefs and our beliefs that create our reality. Expect love and understanding of this shift to grow and be facilitated by you, by all of us. It will. We are creating how this happens. This is why we are here.
We are absolute love. We may not always feel it yet we know now the truth. We came to share our truth and create a seamless, beautiful, gradual, loving transition to oneness.
Step into the shoes of one who knows. You do. There is nothing to fear; we are your sisters and brothers. We love you. We are waiting for you to share with us your wisdom and your love.
You are a way-shower. It is time now to show the way.
Our wait is over. We are here.
Thank you for showing up, I love you absolutely.
The thing we call our ego
As you remember yourself, you may be surprised. This ego self is very loud. He or she is the only you you’ve ever known. As an infant, you began creating him or her as a response to your environment. As a third dimensional being, you understood immediately what was necessary in order to receive what you desired. You were looking for love.
You emerged from a bath of love, swimming in the knowledge of yourself and everyone else. You opened your eyes in a world that was not the same. Although you felt each being in the room, there was a barrier. They did not feel you and the understanding of each other was gone. You began to forget.
Although you recognized love and felt love, you knew this was no longer a universal knowing. Separation began - first you from your own body and then you from all of the “others”. There came names and definitions - separators.
These names and ideas were taught to you by the beings you could see with your physical eyes, and so you listened. When you did so, following the rules they taught, you received physical expressions of what you longed for – love. Smiles, hugs, laughter, food, care, warmth and comfort seemed to come in response to things that you “did”. You began through all of this to define and create your ego.
As a young human, you were immersed in your ego, trying on this one and that one, watching and learning and yearning for adoration from these souls you were with. You began then to define yourself by their reactions to you, rather than by your own internal knowing. These “others” became reflections in which you could see yourself.
You did not forget completely who you were – that is why you skipped and ran and laughed and tumbled and played and smiled relentlessly. You were still filled with the expectation for love. So deep was your knowing of truth, that it took more than a decade for you to forget.
Somewhere before your second decade as a human, you gave up. A new way to physically give and receive love was introduced and you became sexual. This sort of trumped everything else. It felt just like it had in the place from which you came. Sex became your focus. You may or may not have called it love, but you knew you had discovered again, truth. You eagerly soaked in these new rules and patterns; you wanted to learn how to get more of this sex. It felt like home.
Waking up from our slumber now, we have given our ego a bad name. Our ego is us, here in this 3D world. It was created by us, so that we’d stay here and function at this vibratory level. It was fed and nurtured along by every new definition of love we discovered. We had been looking for validation, and with our emotional habits, (our “ego”), we got it. Our ego gives us the reinforcement we perceive is necessary. It is not “bad” or “good” – it either serves us or does not.
Awake now, we realize the truth. We are conscious of our divinity. This version of us is not where we begin and end, we are infinite, powerful, multidimensional beings enjoying a human experience. This body we occupy is one we will transform into a new vibratory pattern without having to leave it to do so. We came to do this, and the ego has been a necessary component of the process. The ego is the only way we could define ourselves here.
We have a new definition now and it is love. Love does not look like a specific answer or body type or action or reaction. Love looks like it all. It is the air we breathe, the trees that shelter us, the arms around us and the rush of emotion coursing through us when we recognize truth.
This feeling, these chills are where we began. Our source is love. You are a physical manifestation of truth. When you arrived, you knew who you were. It is time to remember again. You are love.
It is you who you’ve been searching for.
The Motor Within
It is windy today. I watch the outside drama in the yard - there are the gentle bendings of the trees as they move with the currents, and the violent back and forth banging of the deck umbrella as it refuses to alter its vertical position. This shift is played out everywhere.
We are all feeling it and responding physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually with gentle flexibility, rigid resistance or something in between the two. This change is a physical one, and we are used to having concrete explanations for our symptoms. Not so now. That dizziness you feel may be a subtle frequency shift you’ve yet caught up with. There are 7 billion ways to interpret this change. You are watching them play out every day, while you are feeling it within.
Patience and love will help your shift to be more like the tree than the umbrella; beautiful, gentle movement rather than noisy, disruptive, banging.
I feel a motor within. It began last week. It is a rumbling that emanates from my root chakra. It reminds me of the quiet vibration of a very large motor on a cabin cruiser. When you are on such a boat and the motor starts, everything feels it, yet it is difficult to determine from where it springs. There is no sound to my motor and I suspect when I catch up and vibrate in tune with it I will no longer feel it.
We are altering our frequency as physical beings, moving from this very dense bandwidth to another one. We are doing this while going to work and growing up and watching the news. We are like trees, not umbrellas, when we remember who we are. Meditation, quiet contemplation, unplugging, walking; all will help us remember, and this becomes critical to a peaceful process. By going within, we recall ourselves and float for a bit along this other bandwidth. We are powerful beings of light and we came here to do this.
Ascension is happening, much like the wind here today, yet it is us who are deciding what it will be. Acceptance, peace, love and flexibility will facilitate this beautiful process. This is our moment. We have come now to pull this off – all of us together and each of us alone; one step in a graceful progression, taken in unison.
I like my motor, it is a gentle reminder to breathe and bend and connect with myself. Once I do, I can feel all the light around me, emanating from you. We are one and as we move and grow and bend together, we realize our power to become that which we are.
We are a synchronized band of light, moving closer together now, changing our frequency to be just one – love.
The ones we’ve been waiting for are already here. They are us.
Today again, our eyes open to a new dream. It is here where our power resides; right now. We cannot see yesterday or tomorrow. Our focus is on this moment. This is command central, where we hold the controls firmly in hand.
There are prophets and prophecies, legends, channels, scientists and main stream media telling us something is up. We can feel it. This is the shift. Right now, we are altering our way of being here. It is happening.
It is going to look whichever way we design it. Let’s make it beautiful. Beings such as us would create nothing less. When shopping for clothing for a major event, it takes trying on many outfits. As a result, the dressing room is a mess, piled high with things that did not fit. When the perfect attire is found, we know. It feels good. It fits. We feel beautiful wearing it.
It is that feeling we are shooting for. There is not much that is more important than this shift. We are rapidly changing outfits and it can feel sort of a mess. The perfect fit exists. It can be found by listening.
Listen to your truth. You are speaking it all the time. As you pay attention, your internal voice becomes clearer. You hold within all the tools necessary for success. It is time now to use them.
You are a component of divinity. You may not be able to articulate what you know is truth, but you most definitely feel it. It is time to act on that feeling.
We are seeing daily demonstrations announcing there is not much we can count on that we have counted on up until now. If you are here now, you are ready to count on yourself. That is what is shifting.
It is more powerful to ACT than to REACT. If there is something you feel you should probably do, but have been hesitating because “It doesn’t make sense.” “What would the neighbors say?” “No one ever does that.” “This is crazy.” – it may be time to do it anyway. Act as if this change to love has occurred. Pick out the outfit you want to wear and head on out. Pretend we live in a resource based economy. Reach out to your neighbor or a stranger in need. If just one of us is suffering, we all are.
The time for love is now. You are love. No one is better equipped to demonstrate love than you. You know what you are here for, what you are best at, what you can offer.
One thing crystal clear is that we are not alone. We are all experiencing this change as one. We are each creating this change together. It is all us.
It will be as you say it will be. You are love, an eternal being of light here to brighten the place you inhabit. Your time to shine has finally arrived.
Let’s come out of our homes and connect. The power we yield is enormous. You can change the world; you are changing the world. Trust your inner voice. Don’t wait for an outside announcement to force a reaction – act. Act with love. Act with abundance. Be the light you came to be.
You were loved into being unconditionally. You are a vision of love. Nothing is small or unnoticed or without merit. It all counts. Each moment you love is a gift beyond measure. That’s why we call it “The Present”!
Wait no longer, you are here.
The Hall of Mirrors
We are living through the end of times, the closing of an era. When we walk through a door and close it behind us, it is not that the room we have left is gone; it is only that we now occupy another place. We have to adjust our vision a bit to this new view.
The process of focus begins sort of blurry yet eventually clears up and becomes sharp and defined. We are in the midst now of adjusting our lenses from polarity to unity, separate to one. Good or bad, right or wrong, crazy or sane all seem a bit fuzzy. This is at it should be, we need time to adjust.
We are walking through a hall of mirrors. It is important to pause at each vision of ourselves we come face to face with. Our acceptance, frustration, love or anger for that person will tell us how we are doing. All are mirrors.
Will you choose forgiveness? Will you walk away? Are you able to love anyway? These are the facets of your thinking that are getting an overhaul. Our life is not ending, but our way of living is.
We have blamed these versions of ourselves for our pain. It is not so clear now who is at fault. When oneness creeps into your way of thinking, it touches every thought.
You’ve been the banker, the unfaithful lover, the screaming child, the brutal policeman, the war hungry dictator, the criminal, the fervent minister, the saint and the sinner. How then, to judge?
The one thing crystal clear in this hall of mirrors, that oneness demands, is that it’s all us. We are one.
One day, we as a collective will demonstrate in a very public fashion how far along we are – we will be faced with a decision. Those who have orchestrated this society for their benefit will be held accountable, and it will be up to us to choose what to do.
This is what we came for – all of us. We are ushering in an era of love and we are now being asked quietly “What would love do?” One day we will be deciding publicly “What will love do?” We will declare our progress by our actions for those we imagine the least lovable.
This hall of mirrors is a challenge. Sometimes I look fat and I hate that one. Other times, I am distorted and weird. I am coming to understand how to love each one.
For the mirrors are not truth – they are intentionally shaped and placed so that I’d think they were me, but not really. What is truth is not seen with a mirror of any kind.
The truth is the light within each version; each the same. Equally worthy, perfectly made, here to experience life. Each here to know itself as love. Each the same.
We see now in polarity, adjusting our lenses to oneness. Be patient with the blur – its part of the process. Our heart has been waiting for so very long to hold this vision. Our capacity for love has no limits.
Seeing clearly, we soak in the glory that we are. We were created with a Master’s hand, and that vision of perfection will soon be all that we see.
We are the ones we are waiting for.
A season of growth
We are entering another season. I see trees in bloom, birds gathering for their nests and the first flowerings of spring. This is very much as it has always been. Life goes on and changes emerge in a predictable pattern of growth.
We have come to this place in our consciousness too, in a gradual, predictable fashion. Our conversations today include subjects they didn’t last year; the occupy movement, Arab spring, the galactic federation. Expansion occurs for all of us, as one - in every part of this world, our life, mind, body and emotions. This process of growth just means “more”; more understanding, new ideas, faster vibration, and growth.
As the earth around us emerges into bloom, we feel our insides bursting forth. It is as if there were restrictions for a very long time that are now gone. Free now, we can see more, speak about it and demonstrate how it feels. We no longer need to conceal ourselves – freedom is the signature word.
Every truth begins there. Our creator saw love expressed and we are here, living out that vision. This is true. Rules about how we need to act or what we must do are interpretations of the vision, not truth. Love is truth and what love looks like is freedom. Love cannot be dictated or regulated or restricted or eliminated. Like the emergence of spring against the harshest of winters, love bursts forth every time.
In the front of my home we have a tree and beneath it there is this persistent branch that shoots up out of the earth. All winter I noticed it and thought “I must cut that branch when the weather changes.” Yesterday, a flower broke out at the end of that awkward, skinny stick and it is beautiful. Love is like that – despite your idea about whether or not it should or has a right to or even looks good, it shows up.
Love is us – it is not only that we are able to love or should love or enjoy love – it is that we are love. We are this exquisite idea, springing from Source. We are the beginning and ending and all between. There are none of us wrong.
Our time for love is right now. This expansion/evolution/ascension is a natural progression of our understanding and experience of life. We are the one creative thought – love. As you cannot hold back a flower from blooming or an infant from being born, it is inevitable that love emerges.
The calls for freedom and peace are as naturally occurring as the seasons. They too, will reach their desired end.
You have been sheltered for so very long from the truth; it is time now to walk about free, embracing your potential. You are love, the one thought of God.
As such, you cannot be held back any longer. What you have felt in your heart is true. You know that you are worthy. You feel the fact of your oneness, with me and with everyone you know and with all of life. It is not arrogant to assume your perfection, it is fact.
Each “mistake” or “error” in judgment is just a step along the way. There is no end, we are always beginning. A new thought, a novel idea, a change of mind or a different path is par for the course, not an “error”. There are infinite ways to proceed for one such as you. Your challenge is only which one to choose.
The flower we see now is here for a season only – appreciate its beginning and journey to fullness. It will fade one day, yet that is not cause for mourning. There will be a new bud and once more we will be enveloped in its growth.
Love and life are everywhere expressed. You are a brilliant, exquisite moment of both. It is a new season and with great anticipation I eagerly enjoy the display.
We are the ones we’ve been waiting for.
The chicken or the egg?
There is a sense of anticipation, apprehension and alert “waiting” residing in our energy field. As we collectively become conscious of the process of waking up, we see more evidence of it. As we notice different signs, we speak of it, which makes it real and brings into play the creative energy of whomever we speak to. This is the way creation happens – it does not matter which comes first, “the chicken or the egg”. In the end, the result is the same and something is manifested. It’s all one and as we see what is occurring for us now it becomes very clear.
The awareness of a change or movement or “shift” in the air leads to thought, then conversation and subsequent action; each in their turn creating further awareness, beginning the cycle again. It is a circle; it is one continuous flow of manifestation. There is no place to point at where it “started”. All is one.
When we are tired, which body part initiated the exhaustion? We don’t tend to say, “I am so tired because my feet did so much walking today”, as if our feet were the culprits. Our entire body experiences fatigue.
We are one. We are shifting, changing and feeling it. I may define it as sleepiness, while you call it agitation and someone else may experience an illness – we organically move as a whole towards evolution. We have always done so. As one. There is no us and them, with one of us more responsible than another of us. Equally responsible, we have all walked in each other shoes to bring us to this point in our journey.
It is easy now to blame. We may have gotten to a place of love and accepted responsibility for our close relationships, yet, there is plenty of hate left for the government, banks, Illuminati, etc. Hate springs from fear, and there is nothing to be afraid of. This is a planned event. It is being explained politically and esoterically and scientifically and galactically – yet it’s all one story, happening in one unit of life – ours.
It is not necessary to like what your government or the cabal is doing; revolution is part of evolution. Yet it is crucial that we love them.
We are here now to make this shift – not just observe it. We are here to love ourselves. As we are one, we are here to love each other. As we accept and love ourselves, our agape will ripple out to reach every one of our “enemies”. Unconditional love yields wealth beyond measure.
Love yourself. Start now. What we are feeling “in the air” is our heart. It is expanding and finally realizing the capacity it holds for love. This is nothing to worry about, this is our story and it has a great ending. Just love and keep watching, you’ll see.
The Weather Vane
What becomes clear in these days of massive change is the necessity for inner peace.
This era is swamped with news and opinions, channeling and videos offering their version of the truth. Some days, today being one of those days, I feel sort of like a weather vane, rapidly turning and pointing in a new direction with each broadcast and every article. “Is this latest executive order a sign of hope or of tyranny?” “Are the spaceships good guys or our own guys out to stage a fake invasion?” “Is fluoride a good thing or a bad thing?” “Who are the good guys?” “Is everything we have believed and been told, a lie?” “Who is telling the truth?”
Unplugging is the most effective tool. In order to maintain a sense of normalcy, and an ability to effectively function, we must lose for a moment this insatiable drive to find out what everyone else is saying. What is vital is what YOU are saying. You hold the power of creation within and unless you are clear, you’ll create by default the truth of the loudest or latest broadcast.
Identify your truth. What are your dreams and hopes and fondest visualizations for this year and these times and this world and your life?
Here are mine – Peace and seamless evolution of consciousness and expansion.
Define yours and hold onto them. Give yourself a moment or six and get there. Nothing is more important.
You are creating this shift. It is not happening to you – it is being manifested by you and me and the loudest broadcast and the quietest hope. All of it matters.
This is an energetic change, and it is the truth we feel and know within that will ultimately become our world.
Find it, define it, feel it, expand it and see it. This is the world you will occupy.
We are the ones we are waiting for.