It's time to turn on the light
There is something that is true about weight loss, acting and fifth dimensional, eternally youthful light beings. It is that an actual, believable transformation must begin on the inside.
All of us are prone to “magical thinking”. We believe that if we put on the cape we can fly, if we lose 20 pounds we will be happier, younger and surrounded by lovers, if we look the part we become the part, and if we somehow end up in another “dimension” that all of our current challenges will vanish.
Real magic happens when you believe you can fly. No one has to tell you the truth of who you are. You know this. It is the power of this illusion that invokes recurring forgetfulness.
One of my children, at about 9 years of age, wrote a comic strip. In the first panel was a boy in a cape, announcing his super flying powers. In the next panel he climbs the roof and jumps off. In the third panel he shouts “See! I’m flying!” It is the next panel where doubt crosses his face and he says, while flying, “I’m flying! I can’t believe it!” In the final panel, he slowly crashes to earth.
This is how we live our lives. Over and over we wish for change and even as it occurs, we doubt it. Actual change occurs gradually and starts within. I am sort of a Queen of Magic. My friends say I have rose colored glasses. I see the best possible scenario most every time. This may be because I’ve had so many chances; this lifetime has been a remedial class for self improvement. I’m getting better at it. It’s always going to be great in my heart.
We are in a sea of waiting, floating along on rafts of hope. We need to jump in and swim in the direction of whatever beach works for us. This drifting is not getting us anywhere.
Every day, as I peruse the news, there are three camps. In one there are reports of authorities and groups bringing corruption to light. In another there are channels for celestial and galactic beings saying either “Don’t worry” or “We can’t help you until you ask”. In a third there is a constant debate about when it’ll happen, if it’s going to happen, and how it’ll happen if it does.
This change is not something that happens when you are given a cape or witness an arrest. This change with all of its supporting effects will conclusively happen when it begins within. We have to turn on the light that we are.
Who are you in the next “dimension”, the one without criminal control and corruption? You are a being of light, eternally vibrant, joyfully exuberant, and gushing with love. Opinion doesn’t matter to you, you know who you are and no words or laws can diminish your light. You walk with confidence, ever hopeful. You appreciate diversity and collaboration. All others are important and impact your decisions. You eat, move, walk and talk with confidence. You are a divine spark of pure love. You are lesser than none.
You believe you are light. This is not a wish, it is a knowing. This is who you see yourself as. You are not waiting to be turned on – you have one setting and it is “brilliant”.
A vibrant light being does not wait to be taken care of or fixed. Expect health, vitality, prosperity and love. Consider what is before you right now and if it does not suit a master such as yourself, decide what does. Then make it happen.
This will eventually encompass every part of your life and our planet. For today, start where you are. Are your shoes working for you? How about your breakfast? In every aspect of your life there are two choices of focus – love or fear. Ask yourself, “Am I doing, thinking or saying this because I’m afraid of what will happen if I don’t?” Or, “Am I doing, thinking or saying this because I love myself?” Your heart will beat your answer.
Believe the light that you are and our world will transform. We will naturally, gently and perfectly morph from separate frightened individuals to one powerful light; each of us shining out love.
You have only to accept the truth of your divinity. Your light will guide you the rest of the way. Waiting is not necessary. The “on” switch is in your hand.
We are the ones we are waiting for.
The Winds of Change
If there is one thing I will remember about this time we are in, it is the wind. From the bare branches of winter to the full bloom of almost summer, the trees are in constant motion. This time is ushered in on a steady breeze; the winds of change.
There are no such things any longer as seasonal temperatures. In the Midwest U.S. we’ve had 100 degrees in February and 35 degrees in June. Our vegetation is gloriously abundant, as if it were mid to late summer.
People smile everywhere, regardless of the situation. Those that aren’t smiling sort of stick out “like sore thumbs”. I’ve been traveling, and an hour long delay was easily done as folks chatted, children played and people helped each other. I’ve been there before, this was not usual behavior.
My family hosted a huge celebration at our home. During the party a miracle took place as several members who had been separated for 18 years were reunited. It was seamless, beautiful and a complete surprise.
These constant winds are gradually, continuously raising our vibration. In this very dense third dimensional world, we have created this natural physical expression of the shift. The descriptions we’ve heard about life after the change are happening all around – just pay attention. The Shift is here. Love, beauty, joy and peace; I’ve gone nowhere but my backyard, front yard and the airport and I see them demonstrated. The winds are blowing them in.
As we witness this change we will see many players and hear or read a variety of facts, predictions and “truths”. Pay attention to what rings true for you. Pay close attention to what doesn’t. We each define the reality and Shift we experience. What you focus on, think about, worry about and talk about becomes your life.
Which life will you choose? Countless possibilities are here for you. There is a vast difference between denying something because you don’t like it and ignoring something because it’s just not where you are.
In the first case focus is necessary and with focus comes creation. In the second case, although you’ve seen it, you have merely shifted your attention to what rings true for you and again, more of whatever that is gets created in your life.
On my recent travels, my bags were delayed. I had more than one connecting flight and I had not only considered this possibility, but researched, talked and worried about it. I was not surprised.
As this shift takes place and we morph from polarity to unity – we will be asked again and again to choose. There are no wrong choices. You are a being of light, here to help the transformation. You may see things not to your liking, you may read things that sound fearful to this 3D body you occupy and that’s okay. This is the time to decide if they ring true for you. Choose intentionally where your energy is directed. You are the only one who can.
We are divine beings having a human experience. As we remember our divinity we will be faced countless times with who we are not, in order to define clearly who we are.
We are love. The force of our essence is collectively creating every moment of existence. Each thought, word and action add to our singular voice, our choice. As the winds push us through these interesting times, there is one place you can always go to discover your truth. No questions are necessary; your heart holds your answer. Go there for solace and you will navigate these coming days with confidence. Your power rests within.
You are the one you’ve been waiting for.
The Circle of Life
We have come from so very far to arrive at this place of peace. This is what I am internally experiencing just now – a sense of peace. Our world is running a muck according to established mainstream news sources. Some of that is seeping into the everyday, as our own bank may be implicated in scandal as well as our government.
Yet through all this there remains a sense of calm. It is a beautiful day. A nest full of baby birds cheep to be fed while their parents swoop in again and again to nourish them. The sun shines, the breeze blows, gently pushing the newly planted flowers back and forth. Life is abundant. I am internally happy, with no discernible reason in practical, 3D terms.
This is the next dimension. As you walk into your powers of intentional creation, you experience untold joy and personal fulfillment. There is no one necessary to rank your progress or determine your success. All of your life is self determined. You are who you intend to be, have what you intend to enjoy and do what you plan to do. There are surprises, as your world is full of a wonderful mix of “others” – souls who have a part to play in this show will engage you and have an impact. All of this by your own design.
Make no mistake; this Ascension process is yours alone - in concert with mine and everyone else’s. The unity that we are coming to understand and experience means we are made of the same stuff – like fingers on a hand – yet each with a unique perspective and part to play.
Take the baby birds. In my backyard there is a nest full, ready to fly any day now. In my front yard there was a young sparrow that didn’t make it, and as I watched it was eaten by a large grackle. The Circle of Life goes on. Some choose to leave, some to begin and others to continue. There is no right or wrong, although it is more fun to watch these baby birds being fed than it was seeing another being eaten.
This sense of internal calm just now is perhaps a “shoring up” for future scenarios. As scenes play out around you, remember always that this is your shift and you reside in your own reality. Wherever you go – 4th, 5th, or 7th dimension – you take yourself there.
In all this talk of Ascension and great change there is a lot of promise for “better” and “amazing” – without a lot of talk about you, as you are right now. You are not trading yourself in; you are simply shifting to a new point of view. If you leave some baggage behind that’s okay, it will be a lighter trip. There are no requirements though, it’s all by choice – yours. The bird being eaten is every bit as relevant as the ones who are eating. We all choose, we all contribute, and we are all the same stuff.
So, as I am finding peace and calm today, you may not be and that’s okay. Yesterday I was right there with you. Knowing I could choose again made all the difference.
Remember you are a divine bit of love waking up to the truth. The fact remains that you are love. Our creator, in infinite wisdom, wished a way to demonstrate in no uncertain terms what love could do. From that wish you were born.
There is nothing that love cannot do. You are here now to love every person and situation and condition and life form into Ascension. There is no one else who came to do this but us.
We are the ones we are waiting for.
Plant your feet on the floor
It is all about agape. What happens when you are unconditionally self loving is that the world looks very different. The world transforms. It becomes a garden; at every turn, a new delight, a plaything, seen through eyes of love.
Ascension Road Takes us there. We are your mirrors. When you love yourself, you will look everywhere and see only love reflected. That’s it, the answer, the keys to the kingdom.
I’ve been pretending when I am in a crowd or judgment rears its ugly head that I am looking at me; and me, and me and me… It changes things. I feel more accepting and become more understanding. Separation vanishes.
Unity is something we already know. Our process now is to unlearn these habits of division and judgment and come from only love. It is the answer to everything.
As we move through these next months, there will be a lot going on. We will need a grounding point, a place to wake up to each day. That place is your heart.
As you awaken, greet yourself with love – no judgments, this day has not yet begun. Immerse yourself with adoration. Find the place, you know its there, where YOU exist - the real you, the one who knows the truth- the one speaking beneath your daily masks. Then bask in love for this is your truth. The divinity from which you spring is found in your very core. This is the love that makes miracles.
Now plant your feet on the floor. Smile. You are one step closer to the next dimension. You are on solid ground. Agape is the starting point, the ending point and the whole point. Oneness is truth. Your miracle has begun and it was started by you alone.
You are the one you are waiting for!
This is not a fairy tale...
We have begun the climb. We are ascending. A journey requires action, movement and a plan. We are intentionally moving to another level of being. This has not been done before.
This is not being given to you. This is something you are doing. Do you understand the difference? You would not be here if you had not completed a great deal of hard work.
Your progress is not measured by how many hearts you share in comments or the number of meditations you do for peace. Your progress is measured by you alone. It is time to put your game face on.
You now know some of what you’ve been dealing with. Physical and non-physical, these others have been living off of your negative energy and oppression. You’ve stated definitively it is time for them to go. They may have heard you, but they are not gone. There is much at stake. We cannot let up.
Ascension is a personal process. It is all and only about you. You will determine how this works. It is not a given, it is a choice.
Your habits are what is holding you back now; habits of distraction, inaction, settling, resignation and depression. Happiness is a decision, not a gift. Joyful is something that you are. It is not something that you are given.
When we are joyful and positive regardless of what swirls around us – we will have moved beyond density. The dark cannot sustain its shadow in a field of light. We are that field.
I don’t know about you, but I sort of expected a Cinderella morning after the “Reboot of the Grid” yesterday – bluebirds singing and fluttering with a beautiful dress in their beaks for me to dance in. Instead I woke to a dark and overcast sky, feeling as if I’d been crying all night. My head was full of clouds. I understood then that it was time to get up and do the work myself.
We are free to choose now. With the removal and declarations recently made, there is space for creative thought. Knowing what is at stake, we must be ever vigilant. We are putting today’s thoughts into our own heads, there is no one else – we are firmly at the wheel.
With the help of many we will do this. We are in the process right now. We are; just us. Our power, our strength and our choice have gotten us this far. The help from others will come in the way of technologies, tools and encouragement. The actions necessary are all ours. One of my children wanted to dance so we provided the shoes, the clothing, the lessons and the exposure – it was up to him to get on that stage. It is now up to us. Even Cinderella had to get up, put that dress on, go to the Ball and get on that dance floor.
We are being watched and helped and encouraged and loved into our own ascension. We have what we need and it is found in our hearts. Trust your own knowing and keep moving forward. Speak up, speak out, love and love some more. Love is a verb, an action, it is what you are.
You are a Master Creator, here to return the earth, the jewel of the universe, back to her pristine condition. You came to do this.
We are the ones we are waiting for.
Like a Duck
Quietude is defined as “the state of being quiet; rest; calmness”. That feels about where I find myself.
“Freedom isn’t free” is a misnomer, or else it depends on your definition. Freedom means “exemption or liberation from the control of some other person or some arbitrary power; liberty; independence”. In a military sense, the phrase has been used as justification for war. On a more personal level, freedom becomes synonymous with uninhibited love, expansion and peace. In a surprising and unexpected way, it is where I am today. This is a glimpse of our future, of what I imagine it feels like in the “next dimension”.
Historically on earth empires rise and fall. The beings we label “dark” (1%) insatiable lust for wealth and power consumes their host (99%) and can no longer be sustained. This inevitable collapse is what we are witnessing right now. The populace has been spent, literally. Those that would own us must feed someplace else or alter their way of life.
The situation that brings me this peace is that I no longer worry about money. There is none. I’ve reached the bottom. It is no longer a matter of juggling; it is a matter of keeping food in the house until things change.
Things are really clear now. I work when there is work to be done and relax when there isn’t. Somehow, my internal fretting has stopped. Nothing is as important as I once imagined it to be, except life. Sustaining, enjoying and loving what I have are all that I am focused on.
So, it is quiet in my head. I spent some time in nature yesterday and breathed a great deal of oxygen. It was glorious. I saw clearly just how nuts this life has become. How paying bills and having the “stuff” we “need” fills my head. What matters is life itself. That is here for the taking. It is free.
This economic crisis has turned into a gift. Freedom. I imagine this is what it feels like in the “next dimension”. I am feeling creative and energetic. I am aware of the life that surrounds me.
On the water, ducks look calm. Michael Caine, the British actor is quoted as saying “Be like a duck. Calm on the surface, but always paddling like the dickens underneath.” Good advice if you are navigating this third dimension. Yet today, I am not. I am just floating – there is not much paddling. Perhaps this is what ducks do in the fifth dimension.
The other day four ducks flew into our yard. We are miles from any body of water so this was a surprise. There was a female and four males. She seemed desperate for a place to nest; we must have been a last resort. She waddled towards our back yard, attempting to push past the locked fence. She paced back and forth, driven. Nothing else mattered. Her goal was paramount.
We’ll like it in the “next dimension”. There is time for contemplation, room for joy and moments of passionate inspiration. It is alive with possibility and promise. Not in scheduled, rare moments, but every moment.
This is a goal worth striving for, and it is paramount. I know what it is now and believe me when I tell you that nothing else compares. It has not cost me a dime; in fact you could say I was driven here. I am learning what it is like to be free. It is very calm. In my case, it may be the “calm before the storm”, as in about a month either this economic turmoil will be global or all of the creditors I have not paid will be calling. Yet, well, it is worth it and there is nothing else for me to do but float.
It will be great when we are all here permanently. Our imaginations will exponentially explode and we will create without bounds!
So wherever you are right now, trust the amazing part. It does not disappoint. Trust the brilliant light that you are and see it shining through the control it’s been hidden beneath for so long. Unleashed, you will astound us all.
This is where we are headed, a life whose only purpose is to celebrate itself. This is home. It is one we will make ourselves. We are the ones we are waiting for.
The Motor Within
It is windy today. I watch the outside drama in the yard - there are the gentle bendings of the trees as they move with the currents, and the violent back and forth banging of the deck umbrella as it refuses to alter its vertical position. This shift is played out everywhere.
We are all feeling it and responding physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually with gentle flexibility, rigid resistance or something in between the two. This change is a physical one, and we are used to having concrete explanations for our symptoms. Not so now. That dizziness you feel may be a subtle frequency shift you’ve yet caught up with. There are 7 billion ways to interpret this change. You are watching them play out every day, while you are feeling it within.
Patience and love will help your shift to be more like the tree than the umbrella; beautiful, gentle movement rather than noisy, disruptive, banging.
I feel a motor within. It began last week. It is a rumbling that emanates from my root chakra. It reminds me of the quiet vibration of a very large motor on a cabin cruiser. When you are on such a boat and the motor starts, everything feels it, yet it is difficult to determine from where it springs. There is no sound to my motor and I suspect when I catch up and vibrate in tune with it I will no longer feel it.
We are altering our frequency as physical beings, moving from this very dense bandwidth to another one. We are doing this while going to work and growing up and watching the news. We are like trees, not umbrellas, when we remember who we are. Meditation, quiet contemplation, unplugging, walking; all will help us remember, and this becomes critical to a peaceful process. By going within, we recall ourselves and float for a bit along this other bandwidth. We are powerful beings of light and we came here to do this.
Ascension is happening, much like the wind here today, yet it is us who are deciding what it will be. Acceptance, peace, love and flexibility will facilitate this beautiful process. This is our moment. We have come now to pull this off – all of us together and each of us alone; one step in a graceful progression, taken in unison.
I like my motor, it is a gentle reminder to breathe and bend and connect with myself. Once I do, I can feel all the light around me, emanating from you. We are one and as we move and grow and bend together, we realize our power to become that which we are.
We are a synchronized band of light, moving closer together now, changing our frequency to be just one – love.
The ones we’ve been waiting for are already here. They are us.
Where is the Fifth Dimension?
This dream is feeling different as of late. Time, in a very tangible way, is speeding up. Now, as time is an illusory construct that exists here, but not everywhere, what does that mean?
As our entire species evolves as one unified whole, we move each other along. We help each other, speed up a bit, remove obstacles, share, and take off blinders.
As we can see a bit more each day of what is actually happening, awareness of life increases.
We are immersed in life and connected to it all. As barriers are taken down we can feel more and more of that life. The sensation of activity and of each other, in a very real way amplifies each moment.
For a very long time we were, as a whole, not participating consciously in our own evolution. We are now.
With protests and arrests and self care and compassion, our moments are jam packed. Each of them feels that way anyway and our bodies are adjusting to this changing field moment by moment.
We are like teenagers in the midst of a growth spurt – parts of us have moved ahead more quickly than other parts yet the outcome is inevitable. We will mature and become fully conscious beings.
This is not a frightening progression but a wondrous happening. This event is being observed by many beings from many levels of life in this universe.
This plane that has been labeled third dimensional, has been packed full of a plethora of sensation. It is overwhelming and in order to just get out of bed each morning, we have blocked out much of what is available to us.
This shift is opening avenues of awareness in many directions. Each day we discover that nothing feels exactly the same. The old explanations of illnesses, job stress and relationship issues don’t seem to quite work. We know we are different. We are all feeling it yet we can’t explain it, hard as we try.
This process of evolution is filled with change, and as we move further and further along, the sensation of speed will accompany us. We can handle this most effectively if we honor the sacred within, appreciating each moment for the gift that it is.
This evolution of us, of our soul, of our world is not something to do, it is something to BE. You are an evolved, conscious being of light that has chosen to experience the process of evolution in an extremely intense physical way.
This is because you are a risk taker. You love the experience of life in every possible vibratory field, and knew that to enjoy more than one in a single lifetime would be exquisite. Each sensation is not to be missed.
Look at this time as you would a thrill ride at a carnival. You are in your seat and buckled in, safe. The car is moving slowly but surely towards some pretty exciting twists and turns. Some of us will throw our hands up and scream with excitement while others of us will hang on. There are a few who will become physically ill.
At the end of the ride, we’ll all get off as one and the world will look very different. We’ll feel a sense of amazement and wonder how it could have felt so scary and fast and real when really we are in the same place where we started. We are not “going” anywhere, we are becoming.
We are the ones we are waiting for.
The Evolution of You
There is a chemical drive that keeps us repeating behavior patterns over and over. It is every much an addiction, as powerful as heroin. We are each stuck in our own personality “hamster wheels”, not necessarily because we are enjoying the way they spin, but because we can’t seem to step off gracefully and stay off. Something else eventually happens to catch us, and we find ourselves spinning once more, not by conscious choice, but by habit.
These habits of personality are brought on by physical need; they are dictated by our addictions. Your body craves the chemical fix that a specific reaction gives you. For me, it is “sad”. It could be “low self esteem”, “lonely”, “weak”, “angry” or “powerless”. The chemical cocktail works, regardless of specifics.
This is how you have habitually reacted to life. The hypothalamus is the organ that uses these chemicals to go on. This is how you have become “wired”. This is not you – not who you are. It is the current version of your personality, your ego-self. Your ego is the voice of your addictions.
In my case, the chemical drive is so compelling as to render all options other than “sad”, inaccessible. It is not that other options don’t exist, they do, but I literally don’t see them when I am in the midst of a “sad” fix. “Sad” works every time, I know that it will give me the fix I so desperately want. I recognize it as a validation of who I am, it feels familiar and as the “sad” drug emotionally courses through my entire body, I sort of relax.
What I have come to understand is that the validation of me does not have to come from that feeling of familiarity I get when overcome with “sad”. It is just that I have so many cells looking for “sad” and so few looking for or expecting “happy”. With that realization I experience empowerment. I can decide to choose again.
This life as human was chosen in order to experience a very physical existence that thrives on very addictive chemicals in order to sustain the body. Your body is looking for a fix. You, who want to be here, co-operate and create the scenarios that support the necessary addiction in order to keep you here in a very real sense.
Without a need in this physical world you would cease to be. This would be a complete absence of attachment to the body. Yet you are here now, with a purpose. There is a reason why you are here, and you want to stay, feel you need to stay and intend to stay. You are here to evolve and evolution is very much linked to this concept of linear time.
In order to evolve, you must come from somewhere and head somewhere else.
The oak tree has all its necessary component parts as a seed – yet it has not yet realized itself as a magnificent oak. As a seed, it is tiny and unassuming. With time and the proper conditions it grows into a huge oak, realizing its full potential. This happens here, on the physical plane, on this earth.
You understand time because it is a core principle of this earth, in this third “dimension”. We are told that time is the “fourth dimension” and no longer exists beyond that.
So, if the “evolution” of you takes “time” and experience, and you move your focus into a “dimension” that does not recognize “time” (5th and beyond), by definition you will know yourself as an evolved being.
You do not now know yourself as an evolved being because you have not moved beyond the concept of “time”. It is not that you are not an evolved being, in the same way the oak seed is not the same “stuff” as the oak tree. It is that, here, in this “dimension” which depends on linear time, you have not yet gotten there.
You are an evolved being. Once you understand that, as such, you exist in a body that requires certain chemicals to function, and that you are creating those chemical combinations with your addictions, you will have more command over which chemicals serve you here.
There is no good or bad, there is only choice. Waking up is a process of consciously choosing your addictions rather than being unaware and feeling powerless. It takes tenacity and determination and love to awaken. These are all traits of an evolved being such as you. Love and unimaginable power exist at your deepest core. This is the truth of you.
You are the one you are waiting for.
You are uncertain what all this talk of ascension and fifth dimension actually means. Is it going to be another day, like any other? Or, are things actually going to change?
Regardless of what you believe, on December 21, 2012 you will awaken, just like you did today, February 21, 2012. This much you can be pretty confident is true.
Ascension does not mean death – it means move; move up, rise up, movement. Dimension is a word that refers to a measurement. It is a word our scientists came up with to define our everyday perception. The fourth dimension is supposed to be time. First dimension is a point. Length and width define the second dimension. Adding height brings us into the third dimension. What is the fifth dimension? We only have guesses, but for sure it is one more than the fourth.
What that means has been theorized, predicted and promised but until we create it, it is not yet true for us.
This life you are living is one you have imagined. It is here because you believe it is here. What you expect is what you have.
In ten months that will still be the case. You will wake up that December morning to whatever it is you expect. You are building that life right now. Your hopes, dreams, plans and feeling are setting the stage.
Dream of a better world, hope for peace, intend health, feel prosperous. These are habits to cultivate. They will yield a life of joy. It is all here for you.
This population is seven billion strong. With a unified thought we can expect ourselves into whatever that thought is.
Focus on what it is you’d like to live. Your focus becomes your everyday. None of these laws of creation will be changing this year. Our awareness of them fuels our power however. Together we can intentionally manifest happiness.
With single minded determination you are able to create the fantastic. The world is changing around us - not independent of us, but because of us. We are waking up. The fraudulent monetary systems are crumbling, the entire education system is being questioned and our government is no longer trusted. We are seeing the truth and taking things into our own hands.
Consciousness is possible in every aspect of life. It only takes practice. Awake and aware – carry out your days. Your life will proceed accordingly.
Let’s expect love - love of self, love of others, joy in our work, fulfillment of purpose, vitality in our step. Let’s visualize clean air and water for us all. Let’s remove war from our plans and see only peaceful conflict resolution.
It can’t hurt to see any of this. You can imagine in animation if that works for you.
When the opposition shows up and tries to convince you things are otherwise, just call up your favorite visual and hold that for a moment.
Hope for a better future is fine and wonderful yet what will create that future is action. See the future you desire. See it every day. Once you do, who knows where your vision will lead? Your life will follow course and action will ensue. It will have no choice but to manifest as you believe. That is that way it works.
We will put the definition for ascension and fifth dimension into our dictionaries. We will define December 21, 2012.
We are defining it right now. We are the ones we are waiting for.