Sometimes writing is easy. This particular post is not. I am not yet clear on why but I have been struggling to focus for several days. I’ve moved through coffee shops all over town and different places around this house to change up the environment, to no avail. This could be deeply personal as several people I love are going through life altering changes, yet it feels even bigger somehow. Yesterday, I chose to clean my car to change the vibe. For sure that was a first! Yet even that did not result in a blog post.
School has started here, and it feels wrong. That sounds odd when I see it in print yet perhaps this video, (that I was just made aware of), has something to do with it. What matters now feels very close, close to home, to those I love deeply.
There is a time before giving birth referred to as “nesting”. The feelings now are somewhat like that. There seem to be things undone, chores to take care of, things yet unsettled. Regardless of how much I cross off my list, this feeling lingers.
It is surreal, like walking in two worlds. One I see with my eyes. One I feel everywhere else.
So many changes engulf us that it isn’t clear where to focus. It feels as if our multi-dimensional existence begins now.
The connecting element looks to be financial. It is here where things are felt equally, regardless of who you may blame.
This causes me to wonder if the initial event will be an economic event. This too has been said and continues to be said by those doing the forecasting.
We’re past the mid-point of August now and are looking towards September. What is on all of our minds is the event. Its timing and format will surprise us all somehow.
We are ready. If your life is anything like mine now then it is expectant and as prepared as possible. I’m watching people and dreams both leaving and ending while also witnessing the new begin for others. I’m seeing banks get nervous as they invent new reasons to gain access to personal accounts. I’m watching houses sell in less than 24 hours (someone is buying up lots of land here). I see an increase in soda pop commercials and billboards as more of us now reject it; drinking water instead.
What I see mostly is humanity doing what we do best – persevering. We may be tired and we may not know precisely how this plays out, but we are not giving up. We are eternally hopeful and unrelenting in our capacity for love.
As you breathe through these days ahead, laugh. It is this single act that alters your vibe and opens a window. It is time to let in the new. These 3D events can feel overwhelming. Let in some light and watch it all change.
Laugh. This is what you came for. You chose and were chosen for this moment now.
You are the ones we’ve been waiting for.
It is such an honor to be here with you.
With gratitude and love,
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