This stage of the journey is interesting – most people are terrified, lost or tired of the wait. Each of these emotions is about separation – not unity. If you are fearful, there is some “other” who you have given your power over to. If you are lost, you are imagining there is a right or a wrong way to proceed. If you are waiting then you have somehow decided that your actions will be set into motion once someone else does something first.
There is no one else. We are one. Ascension is now and it is not for sissies. It is for you.
I am and have been all of these things (terrified, lost and tired), depending on the day or event. I have taken a step back from this blog because frankly, I need to stop relentlessly checking for the “green light” or latest arrest or most recent spaceship sighting. I need to go within, for here is where I find the truth about ascension. The only one I can do anything about is me. I am not in charge of the world’s ascension; I am in charge of my own.
So I’ve taken a journey within and found the little girl who began this journey – she was brave and chubby, quiet and smart, obedient and perpetually hopeful. She knew that whatever she was going through was not the point. She knew today would come and it would be worth it. It is for that little girl, who had every reason to be afraid but wasn’t – that I will ascend with all of you.
I have taken her and held her close and watched her become me – felt her become me. I love her absolutely, unconditionally and completely. She was my missing piece. I could not proceed down this road without her. She is me, part of my dream, essential to this journey and the strength of my core.
There may be for you, a “little you”, an issue, a person, a chore, a body part, a relationship or a habit – which you refuse to accept. You may think it unimportant yet you would be mistaken. We have entered the time of transparency. Everything matters. Every part of you will be ascending. Every part of you and each component of your life needs your love.
I grew up Catholic and would marvel at how it seemed you could think, say and do whatever you wanted all week because of that marvelous thing called “confession” on Saturday. As long as you told the priest, he’d put in a good word and all was cool; you were good.
Well, Catholic or not, there is no “confessional box” that removes errant thoughts or situations on our way to ascension. It all matters. It’s all up to us.
We are so ready for this! We have come now to Ascend. As light workers, we are here now to spread the light that we know we are, so that others may find their way.
Your light will illuminate every part of you so that you are able to see and love it all – the pain, the fear, the disease, the misfortune, the mistakes, the hurts, the anger, the ugly, the fat, skinny, lame and sad – all of it needs your love and your light. There is no waiting necessary – your light is needed now. Your love is a required ingredient for as you love, I am strengthened. We are One.
I love you so very much. You have given me a reason to keep going, to remember who I am and to love who we are. Thank you.
We are the ones we are waiting for.