Feathering the nest
It’s like riding a mammoth ocean wave while feathering my nest. Instead of concentrating on how to adjust and steady my body, I am tucked inside, unable to focus on much except my emotional and spiritual state, my home and family. Consequently, there are plenty of wipe outs and this blog is half a day late in coming. It has been written more than once, both internally and online. Unsure as to exactly what is “up”, I can only describe these last 72 hours.
There are moments where sleep sort of descends with no regard for the clock. There are periods of stillness. The vibrations are constant; prickles of light throughout my limbs and often a physical “humming”. Waves of dizziness force me to grab onto something to steady myself. Moments of anticipation erupt, where every cell is on high alert. When this happened yesterday, a huge storm was moving through the area with snowball sized hail and gale force winds. It blew in during a moment of forced slumber and I awoke to find my children turning all the lights on and making a “Thunder Cake”. It was wild. There have been times when I have no desire for the outside world “news”; times when the most important thing is what meal to prepare and other times when I can’t stop searching for current events. Moments of internal silence alternate between “aha” revelations. I see my ego for what it is, and must release and absorb a belief that I can literally no longer sustain at this level. All this and it is only May 4th. I am barely functioning. Wow.
I’ve been imagining what absolute agape looks like. I envision a constant state of happiness, an undercurrent of joy. No longer do I hear “don’t”, “should”, “shouldn’t”, “can’t” or “wrong”. Instead there are soft encouraging words – “go ahead”, “yes”, “you can do it”, “you look fantastic”, “you are doing great!” “good job”, “nice”, “I love you very much”. This is how we speak to our children when they are very young and our lovers when they are very new.
It is our perception that changes, not our lovers or our children. The dense vibrations of third dimensional earth have been unable to sustain a constant stream of love. A few months, even year’s maybe; but forever? No way. All that is changing now. We can love ourselves without condition just as long as we wish. When I find you amazing, I am feeling pretty good.
That euphoric state of falling in love is agape. The focus of attention is outside you because that’s how life works here. There truly is no other – all is One. Until now, we’ve assumed love came from outside. It does not. Love springs from within. Love is what you are. This is truth.
What we are doing to all the others; lovers, children, criminals and cabal, we are doing to ourselves.
Extend only love and it will be all that you see. As we are one, you are in fact giving it only to yourself. We’ve played out control, domination, cruelty and greed for centuries. It is time to play out love.
This begins in your heart. Your creative power is your imagination. Imagine agape. Know unity. See only love. It is not necessary to visualize punishment and retaliation to create this new earth – just focus on unconditional self love. You are love at your very core. How do you treat love? Tenderness, gentility and rapt attention are the hallmarks of early love affairs.
Imagine the good parts. I understand that World Liberation Day on May 5th/6th asks us to visualize arrests. I wonder how that can happen with a loving heart. I question a focus on all that has been done; what we shout about we only get more of. Don’t stick your head in the sand; things do need to be differently handled for freedom to ensue. This takes awareness and transparency. Yet we are here now to begin the different part. We are shifting gears, here to love the One that we are.
What we see as a whole will be played out on our world stage. Perhaps this explains the wild fluctuations in energy right now. We are deciding. How we feel in our hearts will determine our vision.
Imagine agape. See a world that flourishes, where you are always welcomed, encouraged and loved. Here there are more birds and they are singing louder. The air is filled with laughter and there is lots of music. I see vibrant life, radiant smiles and smokeless skies. I never doubt that I am loved. I feel cherished. I never question whether or not I am welcome. I am honored to be here; I feel respected and respectful. All of life is sacred here; every being, every particle.
Confidence, power and joy are by-products of love. Let’s create this new world from a point of agape, with wisdom and mutual benefit in our hearts.
We will get more of whatever we focus on, even with the best of intentions. This is the shift of the ages and we have the opportunity to choose how it will go. Choose agape. We are One. Let’s see what’s possible when we come from there.
We are the ones we have been waiting for.
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