How's everyone doing?

Hi everyone. It’s been a while. Let’s talk about what’s going on inside of us, cause right now it’s nuts. I’ll start.
          For the past several weeks or even months I dream of dead people. These are loved ones, or at the very least, family members who have passed on.
Often there is a message I’m looking at on my phone – with a name and photo. Other times it’s a written message. One night I spent the time looking for a new apartment with a dear friend who passed on 8 years ago. I’ll admit that one spooked me a bit.
Clearly the veil is thinning, becoming transparent even.
I’ve heard often from my best friend, my little sister. She’s been gone for nearly twenty years, which is hard to fathom.
Another detail here is that that I rarely remember my dreams; until recently that is.
Anyone else having similar dreams?
          I cry – a lot. Now tbh, I’m that person who wells up at emotional music and heart-touching films. Lately though, the tears seem to come unbidden. In the car, when I’m home, when I’m getting ready to go somewhere, when I’m working. I am an overflowing bucket of unending tears.
The tears are sometimes sad, yet mostly not. If there was a word to describe them, it would be grateful. I am overflowing with appreciation.
          I’m not sleeping great. I wake up often and its difficult to settle in.
          My tastes in food have changed. I’m rarely hungry, and this is from a girl who was called “chubs” until she hit puberty. I used to love food and use it as comfort. Now, I look at is not much more than a necessity.
Also, sugar is not such a big deal, and that occasional glass of wine that was enjoyed every so often has just about stopped.
          I have this love for everyone and just about every single thing encountered; ever. (Except maybe for mosquitos.) There’s no old hurts or grudges now. I’m not sure about all judgments, but I’d say most; most judgments just aren’t happening.
Now to be clear, my life hasn’t outwardly become magical or even that different. If there was an emotion or a word that could be used to sum up what’s happening, it would be non-attachment. My daily feelings and attitudes are pretty much the same, regardless of what is going on.
There’s one more thing. It’s that there’s a sense that I want to apologize – to everyone and for everything. There is an astonishment that there is so much love out here that I get to witness and to enjoy. That we all do. Maybe I’m just waking up and seeing it now.
I’ll keep you posted as we continue our journey.
With love and light and appreciation for all that you are,
Sophia
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Words of One, Drops of Light, (and all of my books) are available on Amazon. "A Re-Imagination", which lays down ideas for structuring our new earth, is also available now at both Amazon and Barnes & Noble. The Words of One series offers insight into what happened, and why it did, throughout 2020 – 2021. (click here)
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