the 12.21.17 solstice ~ Ego vs heart
This is being unexpectedly written in anticipation of the approaching solstice
12-21-2017; please excuse any errors, it was done in a hurry.
I saw a hawk today. In one trans-formative moment, while watching it land magnificently,
I had an epiphany. I don’t see many hawks in the ‘burbs. This one watched me drive by,
solidifying its impact. The red-tailed hawk is my talisman. When one shows up as he
or she did today, it signals a crossroad.
We are choosing right now, our forward direction. This epiphany went something like this –
I am so, so sorry. For all of the times I assumed to know what’s in you, what’s best or right
or good for you. I am so, so sorry for, at any moment, disregarding your ability to choose
and do what is in your highest and best interests. I am so, so sorry for ignoring your needs
in favor of my own. I do not have a right to any of those decisions or opinions. Opinions
spring from ego. Ego is the voice of our addictions; my ego is the voice of my addictions.
What I am most sorry for is assuming at any moment that you were less than superb,
that you were other than perfection, or that you were anything but excellent. For that,
my dear, dear friend, is what this experiment has been about these many years;
convincing you that you are lesser than gods. You are so much more than you
have imagined yourself to be.
This crossroad is asking you to choose. Who do you believe that you are? Where do
you believe you are headed? What do you expect to create when you get there?
Your answer is your GPS.
This crossroad where I found myself today is looking like Golf Road and Mount Prospect
Road – a mundane set of suburban streets where a red-tailed hawk asked me which
way I was headed? Ego or Heart? Which one takes me where I want to go? Which one
takes me where I claim to be heading?
Because my ego wants to have all the answers and say only perfect things in socially
acceptable ways while looking smashing and being brilliant and loved.
While my heart?
It just wants you all, wants us all, to be okay. It wants the experiment over, the slavery
ended and the prosperity and love to rain from the heavens ON EVERY ONE OF US.
I’m not smart enough to know how to make this happen – BUT WE ARE.
This crossroad is looking to be pivotal. To go down one path, I have to leave another behind.
Here’s my plan. It will more than likely include setbacks and mistakes. It definitely
has one ingredient – that would be my heart. It definitely leaves something behind, that
would be my ego and all of its hollow addictions.
On the solstice, I will join a meditation. Every day following that, I will meditate and the
point and focus will be our liberation.
Everything I do from here on out will have that goal at its core. I am not perfect,
but I am determined and my light is strong. Our combined light is right now blasting
through the cosmos, signaling our tenacious heart.
I can use my voice and my pen. Each of us is here with something to contribute, and
this, right now, is my purpose – TO AID IN OUR LIBERATION.
You see, I’ve been so angry for so long at what has occurred here on Earth. I’m going to
use that emotion, not as an excuse for depression or opinion, but as a stimulus for action.
Hundreds of humans have gone beyond the call of duty to get the truth out there, to wake
the rest of us up. Enough already. Enough of us are awake. We can make a difference.
Choose your focus. THERE IS NO MORE TIME TO WAIT.
There are layers of corruption, and many, many are and have been leading the
charge to dismantle them. You know their names: #HATJ, #RKB, Corey Goode, David Icke,
David Wilcock; the list is huge and their numbers are growing daily.
Humans are awesome (click here).
It is the season of giving. Let’s give in some way to one of these light warriors who are
in the thick of it right now. If not with a donation, then with your pen or your voice.
Spread the word, share their cause, join their effort.
We don’t all have to agree. We all have to unite. With one voice this ends. Speak from your
soul, for that’s the voice that is loudest.
I hope this stirs something inside you. It was more of a rant, yet at its deepest level it
holds a question – Will you now follow the path of the heart?
I am so very humbled to be on this planet with you today, witnessing your brilliance.
With every breath honor who you are. If each of us did that, we’d already be on our
In all of the non-human beings that I’ve spoken to, none has matched the exquisite,
passionate wonder of the human. Thank you for all that you do and for all that you are.
You most definitely are the ones we’ve been waiting for. You are anchors for the light.
Let’s do this.
With so much love for a blessed Solstice,
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12/21/2017 10:47:12 pm
12/22/2017 08:19:29 am
Thank you, These were beautiful & inspiring. We are the ones for sure!
12/27/2017 06:40:58 pm
So beautifully written and emotionally stirring Sophia,.......we all Love you here at the boat house. You constantly amaze us.
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