Jealousy, annoyance, fear, exhaustion - all are functions of the body and of your emotional self (ego) whose only purpose is to keep you solidly, perfectly, HERE in this third dimension. They are tools you've used for your entire life and they have served their purpose. It is time to let them go.
Listen to your body when it tells you it needs rest or what it needs in the way of sustenance, but don't listen to your emotions.
They are reactions, or better said, creations of your ego self so that you can remain in a a very dense 3D physical form.
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