Each moment exists as a unique fragment of time in a world that is changing so completely as to one day be unrecognizable. There are some traditions you may hold, but you may find that holding on to things just because they've been done before won't happen as often. The security and sense of permanence will come, not from a repeated act every year, but from the heart. Love is not in the gift or the tradition, it is in the heart and is felt there always, regardless of who shows up on which day.
Love is not WHAT you think, it is EVERYTHING you think and more - this change you are going through feels overwhelming because it is affecting every piece of this dream.
Before it is over, you will have examined, uprooted and altered in some way every part of the life you are living inside of.